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My Best Birthday Celebration Ever!

2009-06-01T20:10:00.012+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua!

I noe, i noe.. i have been neglecting my blog.. lama udh nda update..hehe.... been very busy with work - ASEAN Corner that is, and of course with the big day preparations.. =) inda lgi teupdate blog.. facebook pun lapas 2 ke 3 hari baru th kan mmbuka.. busy busy busy...

So u want updatess??

Hohoho... Yesterday, was my grrrrand birthday celebration!

The very 31st May 2009, i turned 23 years old and... was happily engaged to MUHD NORAZMAN HJ SALLEH.. =) =) I still cudnt believe it though..

Haha, apa nya Azel arah ku, "Ah, tunang mu kh lai?" udah atu ketawa2.. antah kau zel zel..hahaha~~ Aaahhh.. glad u peeps dtg last night making the celebrations merrier ever after.. heheh=)

To my family members, babu babah, my sibs, my cuzzies especially durang kanoi, kajah tuty, mummy, and to those yang involved with the preparations and sponsors, i thank u all very much.. kamaliah! thanx babe aa, dgnkn aku with this and that.. heheh=) tanpa kamu semua mimpi nda akan jadi knyataan.. haha.. i mean, u all made everything went well as planned=) thank u once again.. i appreciate them so much! My thanx also goes to those yang dtg smlm=)

Ah baru ku ingat! i cut 6 cakes smlm! haha! cake paling banyak ku dapat during bday-bday ku selama ini!.. 1 from Ryda Bedah ku, 2 from Muaz ku and Kamaliah ku, 1 from Ka Sari cuzn ku and of course 2 from Syg and his family.. hohoho..mari memotong kek-kek an.. semua nyaman! and lawa!

Le Apple's Tiramisu and Mum's Mango Cheesecake! from syg and the family.. thanx! mango alum bmakan, still dlm fridge.. heheh..=)

1) From Ryda.. 2) and 3) From Muaz and Kamaliah.. and 4) From Ka Sari
Thanx alot!

And for the bday and engagement gifts.. wonderful=)

From Angah..

Tudong from Kajah Tuty.. lawa=)

Lots of Kains and tudongs from aunties, mdm and cuzzies.. =)

From Muaz and Kamaliah=) lawa the heels=)

And from Syg,

Syg got me JLo's Live Luxe! baru jua the day before we went window shopping and i went nuts with the scent.. delicious and fresh.. i loiiiiike it! And the Twister! Hahaha! Ive been wanting that, i noe, "duii lama kali udh twister ani ahh, apakan c para ani!".. aku rindu main ani bh.. and i want to play it again! heheh=) which also reminds me, Syg got me UNO H2O last year.. =) =) i love these kinds of games=)

Heheh.. Ngaleh ku eh becerita ahh.. hehe.. ok below are some pix taken last nyt, courtesy of Alai's camera, syg's and my fon's..

more pix arah fb ku..

I am 23 years old now, leaving behind all the bits and pieces ive gone through, making life a meaningful one.. Gone through bittersweet moments and yet to explore more of them.. I found diamonds in the rough=) i tell u..

Thanx syg for everything.. I love you! Getting engaged to you is like a series, with another new season of episodes we cant wait to watch.. mcm Heroes ahh..hahaha~~

Alhamdulillah.. 31st May 2009, a birthday i would always remember..

My IC3 class..

2009-05-06T16:05:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum peeps.. heheh.. guess where I am ryt now? Aku sedang bengkel ni tym ni..IC3 course.. been here for 2 weeks udh..one week left..last day 12^th may.. siuk lh jua, n of cos there are times bila ku kalat mata.. ngahhhh~~

Well, anyways..i came across this d yahoo.. cute.. heheh.. how kanak2 interpret whom to marry.. haha..cute amat.. bah agatah baca.. enjoy reading peeps..=)

How to Decide Who to Marry: By Kids

By Salma Rumman

How would you make your marriage work?
Tell your wife that she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.
Ricky, age 10

How can a stranger tell if two people are married?
You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids.
Derrick, age 8

What do you think your mom and dad have in common?
Both don’t want any more kids.
Lori, age 8

What do most people do on a date?
Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough.
Lynnette, age 8 (isn’t she a treasure?)

On the first date, they just tell each other lies and that usually gets them interested enough to go for a second date.
Martin, age 10

What would you do on a first date that was turning sour?
I’d run home and play dead. The next day I would call all the newspapers and make sure they wrote about me in all the dead columns.
Craig, age 9

When is it okay to kiss someone?
When they’re rich.
Pam, age 7

The law says you have to be eighteen, so I wouldn’t want to mess with that.
Curt, age 7

The rule goes like this: If you kiss someone, then you should marry them and have kids with them. It’s the right thing to do.
Howard, age 8

What is the right age to get married?
Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then.
Camille, age 10

((( Bohh im turining 23 this year! soon.. haha! )))

No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married.
Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age)

Is it better to be single or married?
I don’t know which is better, but I’ll tell you one thing. I’m never going to have sex with my wife. I don’t want to be all grossed out.
Theodore, age 8

It’s better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need someone to clean up after them.
Anita, age 9 (bless you child)

How do you decide whom to marry?
You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming.
Alan, age 10

No person really decides before they grow up who they’re going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you’re stuck with.
Kristen, age 10

Hahah! Cali right? Belabih wah jawapan2 durang ah..cute=) bh I gtg peeps..biartia kdapatan aku mmblog tym class ani nah..

Hohoho..yeahh soon kn blik ni..

Time to see Syg=)

Tatata all~~

Wolverine!

2009-05-05T00:19:00.003+08:00

I just got back home.. ahhh aher dah..kalat mataku ni....

(duhhh..yg aku cbuk2 lagi mngupdate ani bhapa?)

bahapanah? haha..

Me n syg watched this: (i noe,mungkin kami terlambat..ramai dh urg mliat ini cerita..)

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

The plot: Wolverine lives a mutant life, seeks revenge against Victor Creed (who will later become Sabertooth) for the death of his girlfriend, and ultimately ends up going through the mutant Weapon X program. - Got it from here.. haha malas ku mbuat ayat ku sendiri..ngaleh ku kn becerita.. go watch it=)

Dont wanna spoil it arah urg yg alum liat.. heheh

He's one of my fav characters arah xmen, besides c storm and mystique.. the actions arah this Xmen Origins were cool! though some parts, obvious graphics nya.. tpi nda apalah..
Aku mau liat X-Men bnar2, instead of the origins ani..

Bah aku tidur ehhhh.. tata~

While waiting..

2009-05-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! assalamualaikum=)

Nah aku ani kn mempost tah ni.. baru jua syg tpun.. hahah! ngok ehh.. bh i got to get ready.. ada krg ya mzcl tanda sudah sampai d perkarangan kediaman ku..

Be back later.. i would like to share some beautiful hadiths i came across tadi..

c u around peeps=)

Arghhh!

2009-05-02T00:08:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua..

Aher udh ni eh.. aku spatutnya tidur udah di buai mimpi2 indah ni.. ahhh.. tadi tngan ku amai kn mengedit2 itu ini becus my previous template yg warna purple atu,aku nda brapa suka.. ( i noe,siapa th nyuruh aku ngubah kan?) haha, boring ku udah bh nur ehhh..

Jgn salah kan siapa2..

Apakan?

Haha! so alang2 belarakkan widgets nya behilangan antam th, aku nda handal ni bab2 cmani ani..udah ku ikut kn tutorial nya tpi nda jua mau..biartia lh..at least i did try.. so,ku teruskan th ubah saja tia templates nya.. widgets atu nnti th ku tmbah..

Bah i think thats it for now, tu katil ku melambai2 aku udah ahh..

Nyt2 peepols..

Jgn Marah ah.. (siapa marah?)

BTW, its MAY!! my favourite month=)

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!

2009-05-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

BLOG
IS
SERIOUSLY
IN
NEED
OF
A
RECONSTRUCTION!

gahhhhhhhhh!!

Takdir - Opick ft Melly Goeslow

2009-04-29T22:44:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.. hari ini memang hari yg meletihkan buat diriku ini.. gahh! i just got back home.. sekejap lgi kn merehatkan fizika, minda dan seumpamanya..

Lirik lagu ini aku suka=) amat dalem dan bermakne sungguh.. i noe i noe lama sudah.. tapi masalhnya di sini,lagu ani lawa dan liriknya pun..

Opick Featuring Melly Goeslaw - Takdir

dihempas gelombang dilemparkan angin
sekisah kubersedih kubahagia
di indah dunia yang berakhir sunyi
langkah kaki di dalam rencananya

semua berjalan dalam kehendaknya
nafas hidung cinta dan segalanya

dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakmu ya robbi
ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padamu ya robbi
dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakmu ya robbi
ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padamu ya robbi

bila mungkin ada luka coba tersenyumlah
bila mungkin tawa coba bersabarlah
karena air mata tak abadi
akan hilang dan berganti ( hilang kan berganti )

bila mungkin hidup hampa dirasa
mungkinkan hati rindukan dia
karena hanya dengannya hati tenang
damai jiwa dan raga

dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakmu ya robbi
ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padamu ya robbi
dan tertakdir menjalani segala kehendakmu ya robbi
ku berserah ku berpasrah hanya padamu ya robbi
hanya padamu ya robbi

ok itu saja dulu ya buat masa ini, masa ku ini amat sengkat ya.. (apakan?) bh ngaleh ku.. tata semua.. lets hit the bed!

2009-04-17T15:19:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. hehe i noe, lama dh ku nda post anything..

Yesterday my Year 3C kids had a dental briefing and liat lah aksi2 mereka.. hehehe.. they were briefed on the correct way of brushing teeth and how to take care of their teeth.. iski sorg2.. heh .. so here goes:

Fifty Cents

2009-03-24T09:01:00.004+08:00

This is called "50 FIRST REACTIONS" Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your friends.

1. Beer: rootbeer float

2. Food: nachos

3. Relationships: titanic

4. Your CRUSH: ice

5. Power Rangers: koko power rangers! mighty morphine pawa rinjas~~

6. Life: jason mraz

7. The President: Bambang

8. Yummy: gummy bears! wah lama dh nda mkn gummy bears=) i want

9. Cars: road

10. Movie: popcorn

11. Halloween: pumpkin

12. Sex: and the city

13. Religion: islam

14. Hate: the pathetic losers

15. Fear: losts

16. Marriage: one day

17. Blondes: bedah! haha c ryda! adakah patut! *incident last saturday lapas liat wyg*

18. Slippers: syg balikan d singapore

19. Shoes: i need new flats utk kraja

20. Asians: ASEAN

21. Past: My Past, Present and future..

22. One night stand: HoHo!

23. My cell Phone: windows live messenger

24. Smoke: alarm

25. Fantasy: race to witch mountain

26. College: Maktab Duli

27. High school Life: all girls

28. Pajamas: bananas

29. Stars: shine

30. Center: attention

31. Alcohol: blue? apakan out jua first thought ku ani..

32. The word love: bliss

33. Friends: wonderful

34. Money: woman (haha! azel ni unya pasal! bagas baca blog nya tadi)

35. Heartache: hurts

36. Time: heals

37. Divorce: divorce advocates (gambar pintu lift yg tebuka atu syg, u rmmber?)

38. Dogs: bitch

39. Undies: lilie lingerie

40. Parents: babah n babu

41. Babies: cute

42. Ex: X-Man

43. Song: 4 little fingers tap tap tap! point to the ceiling, point to the floor.. da da da da~~(haha atash sdg nyanyi tym ni)

44. Colour: rainbow

45. Weddings: rings

46. Pizza: peperoni

47. Hangout: gadong

48. Rest: a must

49. Goal: living life happily ever after

50. Inspiration: fire (?) hah! out jua..

Trying to kill the killing boredom II

2009-03-22T16:24:00.000+08:00

It's harder than you think!! Tag your friends after you're done with it:
Where is your cell phone – ni.. Im doing this pakai my phone..
Your hair – ni kumuh ah (melimpang..)
Your father – upstairs x..
Your favorite thing – Chilling out with them peeps..
Your dream last night – ntah
Your favorite drink – coconut juice
Your dream/goal – to live happily everafter
The room you are in – bilik ain.. Ekon ku rusak..
Your fear – kehilangan
Where do you want to be in 6 years – in his life,officially
One of your wish list items – a Macbook
Where you grew up - Brunei
The last thing you did – thinking
What are you wearing – tshirt n shorts
Your TV – d atas
Your pets – nada
Your computer – is broken
Your life – alhamdulillah
Your mood – u tell me
Missing someone – uhuh
Your car – nada
Favorite store – not sure which
Your summer – ..
Your favorite color – earth colours & purple,grey,white..
When is the last time you laughed – tadi sama atash..
Last time you cried – tadi jua..got nothing to do,yatah ku mnangis..haha
Three people who recently email me – malas ku cek email,agatah ko cek kan..
Three of my favorite foods – sushi, recent addicts; cheezbox's nachos n bananarama waffles
Three places I would rather be right now – in his arms, anywhere with syg..
The people I think will respond – none.. Malas ku tag..

Trying to kill the killing boredom

2009-03-22T15:51:00.000+08:00

001. Name → Dk.Nur Paranita Merna Bt Pg.Md Tejudin
002. Nickname(s) → Para/Merna..
004. Zodiac sign → The Twins
005. Male or female → Female.
006. Elementary → STJ PGGMB Lambak
007. Middle School → SRDM
008. High School → Sekolah Menengah PAP Hjh. Masna
009. College School → Maktab Duli PMAMB
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → Short.
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud, ntah both..
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera phone?
015. Health freak → sdg..
016. Drink or Smoke? → drink water?
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → no
018. Eat or Drink → both
019. Piercings → Ears.
020. Tattoos → I have one, on my shoulder.. it says: "gotcha" apakan?

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → When i was lil
024. First best friend → Pipah
025. First award → I got this science merit award dlm certificates file ku.
026. First crush → orange crush..
027. First pet → nada
028. First big vacation → not that big.. Lama dh nda vacation..
030. First big birthday → masa kanak2, and it gets bigger & bigger eversince=)

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → No
050. Drinking → No
052. I'm about to → turn over to the right
053. Listening to → haha,bunyi ekon (thanx for being here with me)
054. Plans for today → plans? Jgn th plan..mlas ku..
055. Waiting for → someone to capture me from this killing boredom

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → awu!
059. Want to get married? → =)
060. Careers in mind → to be his, officially..

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → both
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → arms
074. Sensitive or loud → both
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → i dnt want both

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yeaa
081. Ran away from home → nah..
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → awu
083. Killed somebody → i wish i can kill that somebodIES..
084. Broken someone's heart → who hasn't?085. Been arrested → nda
087. Cried when someone died → Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → yes
090. Miracles → yes, they do happen
091. Love at first sight → Yes..
092. Heaven → ofcourse..
093. Santa Claus → hahah! No..
094. Tooth Fairy → No
095. Kiss on the first date → nda semestinya..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes, alhamdulillah
099. Do you believe in God → Yes 100%

The beautiful weekends ive been spending..

2009-03-22T15:12:00.001+08:00

Yeahhhhh..

Ima tell u peeps, my days, are crazily brilliant..

Afternoons especially are the most undescribably amazing times i have, every single day..

These moments of pure bliss started on friday and do i ever wish for it to end? NO, ofcourse NO! Saturday was great.. And u ask me my sunday, ppl?? Its even even even magical..

And all i have been doing was sleeping..udh tu bngun,udh tu chatting,n kalau kalat mata lgi, tdur lh..

SIUK BERABIS HARI HARI KU ANI.....

Sweet.. How i wish tomorrow ku cemani lgi,n udh atu lusa lgi ku cemani.. Because im simply LOVIN it..

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NO..

I
AM
NOT
BEING
SARCASTIC..

=S

We got the 3rd place=)

2009-03-04T18:13:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum peeps..

Just a short update here..

Currently at syg's.. ni ya tidur sebalah ku ah, maseh dgn baju2 nya kraja ah.. heheh.. letih ya usulnya.. Yatah, sementara atu aku curi2 lah memblog..

Well, today ada sambutan Jubli Perak Hari Kebangsaan di skulah kami. It started off with Acara Perbarisan Lalu and all the pupils were arranged according to the levels.. It was very very panas! the sun was shining right on top of our head.. (over..)

I didnt get the chance to actually prepare costumes and things apa for the perbarisan.. classes lain wah lawa2,mcm2 ragam bisdia.. ada yg bebendera, ada yg membuat itu ini.. lawa lh mcm2 pokoknya. and i chose to be simple saja. I asked my kids pakai saja cara mlayu / baju kurung biru(since most of them ada warna biru) and yg ada blue, ku suruh pkai bju purple.. i myself pakai bju biru and tudung purple..

Heheh, lapas dari perbarisan lalu, we had a short break and sambung acara di dalam dewan, mliat persembahan and kuiz apa itu ini.. I was the emcee of the event with Ustaz Hj Zakir.. Went pretty well, walaupun suaraku berbaur baur keselsemaan! selsema ehh.. we had fun, mliat persembahan2 drama, choir and all.. Tiba lah acara yang dinantikan mengumumkan pemenang bagi acara perbarisan lalu.. hahahah.. tanpa disangka2 lah aa, my class got the 3rd place bagi kategori rendah bawah=) hehe, siuk=)

And ptg ani, i went to Aneka Rasa Qlap menghadiri Majlis Perpisahan salah seorang guru yg pernah berkhidmat di sekolah kami.. (ani pun spatutnya mnghadiri bengkel plg, but i was lucky..hoho) naseb.. Kamaliah, handal kan aku?

Around 5 ish syg picked me up d qlap and we headed to syg's place.. (bangun ya udah..ni duduk2 ya sbalah ku becerita dgn sisters nya..)

ok peeps, got to go.. insyallah nnti if ada peluang ku menggrab gambar dari blog cigu2 lain..

imy

2009-03-01T21:37:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Its raining quite heavily ryt now in lambak..

And the flu is still being a 'good' friend..

If i can describe my feeling ryt now..

If only u knew..

This soul is missing u bad..

Missing u as much as the droplets of the rain..

The heavy heavy rain, the raindrops atu, is how much i miss u..

And it got worse, with the thunderstorms and the lightnings..

The thunderstorms, at least they break the silence..

I wish the rain ani stops ryt now jua..

Because, it hurts..

Pretty bad..

Emmmph.. I dont noe what exactly am i thinking and ranting about here..

Rain.. Stop tah..

"apakah dsana~ kau rindukan aku?~~ seperti diriku yg slalu merindukanmu~~ selalu merindukanmu~~"

Syg is back=) and he wore baju A7X semalam, tym aku n ain picked him up d airport!

I miss him..

Till my next post peeps.. Tata..

Backstabbers =p

2009-02-28T19:29:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum peepols.. aku jalan2 again d blog temen2.. and i found this.. cool poemnya, arah blog Alai Mardeeana.. and yes, udah ku mnta permission arah nya to post this arh my blog.. kan lai? hehe.. untuk peringatan, *tiada berkaitan dgn yg hidup dan yg mati..siapa trasa,atu ia punya pasal lah.. heheh*

Not to mention any names,
but there is one person to blame
To whom I know who you are and have tolerated you thus far...
You're a backstabber,
That's just who you are.

But in life
That wont get you far.

You do this To your friends.
You'll have none In the end.
You always talk Behind my back.
I guess it's social skills You lack.
So me and you Aren't friends no more.
Besides, You are a whore.

But bitch, you're getting under my skin
and my patience is wearing way thin.

If you've got something to say
say it right TO MY FACE YOU ASSHOLE
or you can stay
A lying, manipulating backstabbing little witch
for I'm not going to be a little snitch
I'm not like you, god forbid
no no I don't talk smack the way you do
And I'm never gonna stoop to your level, your ground
Because I'm the one that knows...
that you're the most envious bastard around

You can try to ruin lives but its not working
So wipe off that grin...
you better stop smirking
Close your rude mouth close it tight...
for it's been known that you'll talk about somebody right??
I really can't stand you, you're getting underneath me
But lemme tell ya something hun...

Now that I know
You ain't ever gonna reach me,
cuz before you do,
you better put a shield at your back,
as i'm gona pay it back with money so that you won't stab me back!

by Firdaus Tawang Editted by Izzzah Zack & 252 =)

I thought you be the one who i can share with
I thought you be the one who understands me when no one else does
And when no one stands with me, you cheer me up and soothes me heart
But then.. i was wrong..
You.. You are a pretender,
Infact you stands in between thinking it might be the best choice for you.
It don't matter to me..
But what matter is..
Whatever i told you.. are meant to be between us.
Just us!
And as i knew
Those spoken between us aren't just between US that makes you..
yes you.. backstabber.
A backstabber along with the other.
From now onwards,
"friend" may be a little too nice for someone like you,
"enemy" may be a little far too off the edge,
"bitch" may not be the exact word to express hold on.
lets just stick with it. yeah you..

THE BACKSTABBER! F_CK OFF, AND ALL I NEED TO COMPLETE THAT IS U!

heheh..cool kan? the green ones by kwn Alai (as stated ryt below the poem) and the yellow ones atu by herself.. heheh..

Meaning of my name..

2009-02-26T12:28:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. im supposed to be doing my lesson plan ni.. kajap lgi lah.. since lama jua udh ku nda mmpost kan.. heheh.. as usual, aku mengayau ke blog temen2.. and i stopped arah blog Alai Mardeeana..

Ohoh btw,

HAPPY Belated BIRTHDAY to

Dear Alai Mardeeana..

on the 25th Feb 2009

(woops aku curi dari fb nya.. hohoho)

Wishing u all the best in everything u do and the purest of happiness with ur loved ones.. glad to have known u as one of my closest friends.. =)

Bah bila lepak? BBQ lah..smpena berolangnya tahun mu ah.. suruh Azel mu belanja.. hohoh! hotel mana lgi tani ni? huhuhu=)

Ok.. back to my post..

Below is the meaning of my name, PARANITA.. i got it dari blog Alai..hoho.. and yeahh 85% is true=)

You Are Charming and Eloquent

You are influential and persuasive.

You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good.

You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.

You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you.

You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very intuitive and wise.

You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination.

You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.

You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound.

It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.

You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.

Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations.

You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted.

Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

And i also tried typing in MERNA.. mcm kan sama jua mcm PARANITA eh.. and the result:

You Are Powerful and Determined

You are confident, self assured, and capable.

You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily.

You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it.

And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm.

You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat.

Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.

But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.

You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you.

You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.

But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very intuitive and wise.

You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination.

You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.

You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

There..most of them are true=) you can get yours from here: What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Singapore, take good care of my syg..

Dear god~~ the only thing i ask of u is to hold him when im not around when im much too far away~~

bh im off peeps..lesson planning time!

Karangan - Bapa Saya

2009-02-10T19:58:00.016+08:00

Assalamualaikum peepols..

Here are the pix that i've taken during a Bahasa Melayu lesson some time this week.. It was a Karangan lesson titled Bapa Saya. I actually thought of giving them this group activity for this lesson, 30 mins beforehand..

I was sitting down arah my table, around 9 am..and in 30 mins time, i was gonna have my Bahasa Melayu lesson. Kataku, eh boring jua ni ah mun ku suruh durang tulis karangan saja, as in, just writing.. lame jua tu kan.. lantas aku memikirkan ssuatu yang lebih interesting..

I headed to the pc room and started typing out the activity sheet which i had just thought of. hahah! naseb sampat.. 9.30 am on the dot, i headed to my classroom..

I explained to the kids apa yg patut dibuat.. the things that they needed, their tasks in groups and so on.. Overall, they enjoyed the lesson, and they wanted to do something like that lagi.. haha, duhh kanak2 andang ska group works.. Cute durang ani, pandai durang bagi2 kraja within the group members..ada yg mnggunting, melukis, mematch sentences.. cute!

Apa yg lebih durang suka, when i put up the outcomes atu on the walls.. Iski! and and.. i asked them to write the karangan as their homework (individual assessment) and yes, majority of them managed to do it excellently! compared to the previous Karangan-Ibu Saya.. heheh=)

Nanti lagi ku cerita kisah hidupku sebagai pendidik yang masih fresh menimba pengalaman dibidang ani.. haha..

Below are the pix ive taken during the lesson.. Mind my bare walls! still working on filling in the empty spacesss.. and my reading corner! i noe i noe.. bida..hahah.. lame.. yes,still working on it..kalau ada idea, share sama aku.. ok peeps..

I leave u with the pix=) :

2009-02-09T14:35:00.003+08:00

Hey semua..

I was browsing thru my FB and i found Alai Mardeeana's tag.. looks interesting..yatah ku buat.. tpi instead of posting it d FB, i copy paste it di sini.. huhu.. and and, i did the questions twice, pasal i cant decide pakai P for Para or M for Merna..

Check check check it oout~~~

[[[[[[[[[[ P ]]]]]]]]]]

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

HaVe FuN!!

1. What is your name: Paranita

2. A four Letter Word: Push

3. A boy's Name: Peter

4. A girl's Name: Pamela

5. An occupation: Painter

6. A color: Purple

7. Something you wear: Pants

8. A food: Pizza

9. Something found in the bathroom: Pipes?

10. A place: Park

11. A reason for being late: Palui alarm ku nda bebunyi ah!!

12. Something you shout: Para papapa~~~

13. A movie title: Pink Panther

14. Something you drink: Passionfruit greentea d cheesebox

15. A musical group: Paramore

16. An animal: Penguin

17. A street name: Petaling Street

18. A type of car: Pajero

19. A song title: Paint my love by MLTR (haha..bulih ku teklik atu?)

20. A verb: Puke

and another one..

[[[[[[[[[[ M ]]]]]]]]]]

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

HaVe FuN!!

1. What is your name: Merna

2. A four Letter Word: Mild

3. A boy's Name: Malique

4. A girl's Name: Marilyn

5. An occupation: Mechanical Engineer =)

6. A color: Magenta

7. Something you wear: Mascara

8. A food: Macaroni

9. Something found in the bathroom: Mirror (atu batah ku bepikir! padahal paling obvious haha!)

10. A place: Masjid

11. A reason for being late: Msg mu aher sampai ahh cmana th jua..

12. Something you shout: Mengapaaaaaaaaa??!!

13. A movie title: Musang Berjanggut (hahah!)

14. Something you drink: Milo

15. A musical group: My Chemical Romance

16. An animal: Monkey

17. A street name: Manggis Street

18. A type of car: Mercedes Benz

19. A song title: MIA by Avenged Sevenfold

20. A verb: Mend

Ok.. now its u peepol's turn!

1) Syg
2) Lollypop
3) Frenetic Scarlet
4) Ryda Salleh
5) Aliqueram
6) Ju Belingku Beard Man
7) Ainie ahhhh pyh eh ur blog address ani Aini! haha!
8) Farhana
9) Zayema
10) Hudz
and to those who wishes to do the tag as well~

See you some other time.. i would like to nap for a bit, before Baby Kamaliah ku take me out..

Dunia - Yang Terindah

2009-02-08T01:59:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikum peeps..

A short one b4 i hit the bed=)

Ani sdg chat sama syg..n we were talking bout lagu2 apa yg baru..skali he asked me to listen to this song Dunia - Yang Terindah.. so, aku dgr lh.. ok lh not bad..simple sja lagunya..

I like the lyrics though.. touching lyrics nya.. the words are straight and simple, heheh=) tapi bermakna..

Bah aku tdur dulu ya.. Here, I leave u with the lyrics..

p/s: u can scroll down to my mp3 player at the bottom of this page, and click on the title of the song, so that, u can listen to it.. (duhhh~~ haha..) while reading lyrics nya..

Dunia - Yang Terindah

Sayangku ku percaya kita kan
Dapat selalu bersama
Denganmu ku dapatkan semuanya
Ku cari dlam hidupku

Kau lengkapi hidupku slama ini
Satu- satunya untukku
Kita berdua jalani semua ini
Lewati sgala rintangan

Walau tak mudah kita slalu berdua
Kau slalu ada disisiku

Berikan semua anugrah
Yang slalu Kunantikan
Kaulah hidupku yang terindah
yang terindah

Sudah terang lagi bersuluh, setentunya lagu dan lirik lagu ini ditujukan to no other than,

Muhd Norazman Hj Salleh..

Thanx for being there beside me, thru the ups and downs of my life=) mwahh!

I love u syg=)

I was browsing through a picture of syg, but i found these instead.. haha, courtesy of Syg's Picture Albums d Multiply.. Huhu.. jgn marah syg, i uploaded it aa huhu..=p

Just some random pix that i like, of those sweet moments=)

Hahaha.. kononnya a short post.. turned out to be a long one instead.. boo me=p bh bah aher udh ni eh..kn tdur ku.. jam sudah menunjukkan 3.10a.m... nyto peeps!

Md Adyfahman Zulkarnaen

2009-02-06T00:04:00.008+08:00

There goes the name of a new born,
Baby Boy=)

Congratulations to my dearest bestfriend,

Siti Norafifah and hubby, Hadiman.
(i stole this pic dari frenster mu pah)

A baby boy's one thing
The whole world adores,
And the best part of all
This one is yours!

~~Md Adyfahman Zulkarnaen Bin Hadiman~~
born on the 1st of February 2009 around 2 am=)

Ahhhhhhhh~~~ Cute sungguh Baby Adif!! Manithhhh sekaliiii...

Baby Adif with the mother.. heheh=) Happy for them! the baby looks alot like her=) cuba pasang spec c pipah atu arah baby nya sama tu..tapi baby nya lagi cute! haha..

A baby is a gift of life
Born of the wonder of love,
A little bit of eternity
Sent from the Lord above,
Giving a new dimension
To the love between husband and wife
And putting an added new meaning
To the wonder and mystery of life.

Semoga kehadiran Baby Adif to the world brings brighter sunshine and rainbows to the family..

Alhamdulillah=)

Congratulations once again Pipah.. Wishing u all the best, murah rezeki & bahagia selalu hendaknya hingga ke aher hayat.. Jadilah ibu yang manis dan taat setia kepada Diman.. haha.. *Hugs Hugs*

I've got sunshine~~

2009-02-05T22:32:00.004+08:00

Hey ebariwan~~ Hahaha.. and im in love with this song.. tadi pagi bah ni masa odw ke skulah, i was listening to the radio..i dont noe which station, the deejay mainkan this song.. oldies.. semua urg tau pun lagunya..

Skali i asked syg to download the song for me, thnx syg.. den tdi sebenter, i youtubed it and found the vdeo...haha! siuk the vdeo..(thnx again syg, download kan the video) suaranya lagi lawa tuuu.. especially during these rainy days, dgr lgu ani.. sweeet.. theres sumting about this song that automatically creates the feeling of happiness to me.. apatah lgi bila liat vdeonya ani.. cute!! i simply love it=) =)

uh uh..and btw, this song i would like to dedicate pun arh syg.. heheh, tapi tapi, ubah 'My Girl' jadi 'My Man~~' there! perfect tia..hahahah..

Nda kamu caya? happy ni kamu tarus mliat vdeo ah.. hohoho~~ Enjoy the video u peeps=)
p/s: pause dulu music player ku at the bottom of this page..

and the lyrics... tapi ku ubah dah jadi My Man, instead of My Girl~~ Hohoho!

The Temptation - My Girl

I've got sunshine
On a cloudy day.
When it's cold outside,
I've got the month of May.

Well, I guess you'll say
What can make me feel this way?
My man. (My man, my man)
Talkin' 'bout my man. (My man)

I've got so much honey
The bees envy me.
I've got a sweeter song
Than the birds in the trees.

Well, I guess you'll say
What can make me feel this way?
My man. (My man, my man)
Talkin' 'bout my man. (My man)

Ooooh, Hoooo.

Hey, hey, hey.
Hey, hey, hey.

I don't need no money,
Fortune or fame.
I've got all the riches, baby,
One girl can claim.

Well, I guess you'll say
What can make me feel this way?
My man. (My man, my man)
Talkin' 'bout my man. (My man)

Talkin' bout my man.
I've got sushine on cloudy day
With my man.
I've even got the month of May
With my man.

/// video dari youtube, lyrics from lyrics007.com ///

I simply, am LOVIN it =) =)

Bowling Time=)

2009-02-02T00:15:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum peepols..

I finished doing my lessonplan for the week tdi ptg! and sambil buat lesson plan, i texted them thinking of going bowling late afternoon tdi hoho.. so they were me, syg, tini, azeli, ayien and kemat.. Yang lain antah..missing in action.. heheh.. n after main bowling..we went West Street for dinner and biasalah..haha! main the silent game, we love!

So, might as well welcome the pictures, to do the talking here.. haha.. here u go:

Kami main 3 teams :
Team A- Ayiens & Azeli, Team T- Tini & Kemat and Team M - Me & Syg..

Hahaha! and look at the scoreboard!! sapanah manang?? handal kan Team M! Dats Me & Syg! =) We won.. haha..

tagged by Zayema..

2009-01-28T16:48:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua sekali.. Heheh.. and this is the very first award yg ku pernah receive selama keberadaan ku di blogspot.. thanx zai.. bah sapa mau bgi aku award lgi? jgn malu2 ahh..

Awarded by Zayema HDM

[x] Copy badge di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
[x] Ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.
Zayema HDM; ex-schoolmate, fellow blogger

[x] Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih
penerima seterusnya (anda ditag) :

I love being me=)
I cant live without them love: my family, syg & my bestfriends (u noe who u are) =)
I have found my other half; Muhd Norazman HS
Aku mengajar anak-anak askar..cool~
I love cooking & baking..
Aku mau buka Burger King di Brunei.. hahah!
Aku mkn Double Cheeseburger Mc D without pickles, ketchup & mustard - onion & cheese only (yatah klu ku mengorder, panjang, ngaleh ku explen arh durang, ni mcm ku mengeksplen sini ah yatah ni sama..hahaha)
I love going out as well as staying home; I guess Im lucky to be surrounded by the lovely people=) =)
I miss drawing & painting...
"She can be ur loud leader, ur faithful follower and ur playful partner in crime at the same time" - quoted from A Paragraph about Para.. haha ngaleh ku mikirkan fakta ku..

[x] Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan nyatakan nama mereka di blog anda:
1) Lollypop
2) Alai Mardeeana
3) Ryda Salleh
4) Bibi Avantgarde
5) Butter Salleh
6) Amal Zali
7) Bils
8) Aini
9) Nisa
10) Uno Onyx

Yupp..usulnya utk the ladies saja award nya.. heheh.. nnti sja award utk the gentlemen.. jgn sedih guys.. booo~~ haha..

24th January 2009

2009-01-26T12:41:00.010+08:00

Assalamualaikum peepols..

There..i started this post off with 3 pix of us having another 1 of our unforgettable moments together.. created on the very 24th January 2009 of course none other than to celebrate Syg's Birthday! And for a reunion jua after lama dh nda gather.. We checked-in at a hotel somewhere in qlap.. and sure indeed,the moments of pure fun and happiness were all around this family=) =)

me n syg, the birthday man=)

azel with his naughty acts.. siapa nda kenal azel..azeli kambarnya apatah lagi tuuu..

the cake.. Mum's Chocolate Mousse! it was delicious berabissss nyamannnn.. haha the wordings were figured ut by the bday man himself.. tapi ia nda tau utk cake nya sebenarnya.. ok, ptg atu i asked him..

me: syg, happy bday ckp arab apa?
syg: ejne mo'alan
me: ok, 'kepada' ckp arab apa?
syg: ento me: nama syg ckp arab apa?
syg: ricky, ricky john
me: hahahaha! apa eh bukan jua arab tu.. s
yg: eh ricky saja wah (memajal syg ah)
me: eh laju bh serius bh..mesti ada Azman jua lah bunyi bunyi nya.. Wal'Azman sja eh..
syg: bah ok lah..

hahahah! there goes conversation ku sama syg, without him knowing atu sbenarnya wordings utk cake nya..hahahaha~~

my favourite shot!! hugs hugs everybadih.. manithhhh i love it!!

history created us.. the present is togetherness=)

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Of course lah we took lots of pix together, so went swimming, main jenga truth or dare, main silent words, hahaha! siuk eh macam2 lah we did..

i shud enlarge gambar ani.. lawaaa sweet ehh..heheheh..

And below, gambar2 taken b4 kami kn check check check it out.. hahaha..padahal digicam syg kan abis batry udah ni..tpi turned out lawa2 th plg usulnya hahah! lawa keteluran, us with our ahhhmazing looks~~ enjoy! hahaha..

see? azeli nda phm soalan.. we said bh gambar next ani hit syg ahh smua skali hit apek ni.. tapi apanah? biar ya jadi talo dsana ahh siuk sendiri dgn pishangggg~~

wahahahahahahahah!! muka paling huduh goes to ............ u guys lah sndiri decide! hahaha!

we were supposed to do the sleeping act ba skalinya look what azel n alai did? kann mana kami nda marah tu..tutup mata wah eh!!! hahahah~~ lawa udh.. bongok!

us, under the blankets...

azeli paling handal ni cmani ah.. hahahah! fuck the world~ these silly faces goes to none other than the haters.. u gotta be loving us u noe=p two words: Love Us!!

us with our normal smiles.. azeli?? ahh yatah udah tu kenormalannya.. nda pcaya? yatah udh tu eh..normal th udh tu bagi dirinya ah..hahahaha!

Wohh sbenarnya bnyak lagi ni gambar ah..nda kan ku uplod smua kan..haha kalau kan liat all, click on these links below:

ALBUM 1, ALBUM 2, ALBUM 3, ALBUM 4, ALBUM 5, ALBUM 6

Ok peeps, i better be going..ni durang again kn bawa liat wyg, aku alum lagi mandi! i dont noe ceta apa kan durg liat.. haha i was busy doing this post tym durg meeting d msn.. whatever the movie is, i love them all=) =) double the smiles, double the pleasure, double the fun!

**** cheers ****

Happy 25th Bday to Syg=)

2009-01-23T23:44:00.014+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.. its bday syg today!!

Happy 25th Bday to Syg,

Muhd Norazman Hj Md Salleh
a.k.a Apek, Budak, Azman dan lain2 lagi..

24th January 1984, a lover was born =p

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan bertambah hensem=)

I LOVE U ALWAYS..

Lots of Hugs n Kisses!!

Syg..

Many occasions I have celebrated with you
But your birthday is always the most special do
Over the years the love just grew
Knowing that you love me very much too
Thinking of your smiles as the candles you blew
I hope many more birthdays we have in queue
To celebrate together the whole life through.

And we sort of celebrated his 25th earlier.. pasal kul 12 excapade mana buka x ah.. haha.. Syg had his usual salmon teriyaki don, lamb misoyaki n kani kuraage.. i had sushi tempura n mini cali special.. tdi d excapade qlap.. went to serusup tpi ramai urg bbaris dluar nunggu masuk..so we booked a table d qlap..hehe.. and ofcourse, good place, good food = good time!

Below, our activities masa dsana..haha.. let the pictures talk saja (awu taken using my e61i saja..mngapakan kualitinya? heheh) .. haha cuba liat tu syg ahh.. lawa ehh!! bisai ... haha.. i cudnt stop ketawa2 ulih him..

Anyways, to wrap up, my everyday with him always equals happiness..

There are things I'd like to say to you my love on your special day:

I am forever thankful God sent you my way.

Like a gift from up above,
you showed me how it is to feel real love.

I know many mountains we've had to climb
and sometimes forever has seemed like a very long time.

Yes, we've endured our share of pain,
but together we have so much to gain.

Bigger mountains may lie ahead,
but together there is no hill we can not tread.

So always remember my love for you,
and there is nothing together we can not do.

I'll be here forever - my love is true.
The person beside me, that would be you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~

yeahh~~

Seorang guru dgn permainannya..

2009-01-21T08:40:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

Kamaliah forwarded this email to me, and i wish to share it with u peepols..

Seorang guru wanita sedang bersemangat mengajarkan sesuatu kepada murid-muridnya. Ia duduk menghadap murid-muridnya. Di tangan kirinya adakapur, di tangan kanannya ada pemadam.

Guru itu berkata, "Saya ada satupermainan... Caranya begini, ditangan kiri saya ada kapur, di tangan kanan ada pemadam. Jika saya angkat kapur ini, maka berserulah "Kapur!",jika saya angkat pemadam ini, maka katalah "Pemadam!"Murid muridnya pun mengerti dan mengikuti. Guru berganti-gantian mengangkat antara kanan dan kiri tangannya, semakin lama semakin cepat.

Beberapa saat kemudian guru kembali berkata, "Baik sekarang perhatikan.Jika saya angkat kapur, maka sebutlah "Pemadam!", jika saya angkat pemadam, maka katakanlah "Kapur!". Dan diulangkan seperti tadi, tentusaja murid-murid tadi keliru dan kekok, dan sangat sukar untukmengubahnya. Namun lambat laun, mereka sudah biasa dan tidak lagi kekok. Selang beberapa saat, permainan berhenti.Sang guru tersenyum kepada murid-muridnya.

"Murid-murid, begitulah kitaumat Islam. Mulanya yang haq itu haq, yang bathil itu bathil. Kita begitu jelas membezakannya. Namun kemudian, musuh musuh kita memaksakan kepada kita dengan perbagai cara, untuk menukarkan sesuatu, dari yanghaq menjadi bathil, dan sebaliknya. Pertama-tama mungkin akan sukar bagikita menerima hal tersebut, tapi kerana terus disosialisasikan dengan cara-cara menarik oleh mereka, akhirnya lambat laun kamu akan terbiasadengan hal itu. Dan anda mulai dapat mengikutinya. Musuh-musuh kamutidak pernah berhenti membalik dan menukar nilai dan ketika.

"Keluar berduaan, berkasih-kasihan tidak lagi sesuatu yang pelik, Zina tidak lagi jadi persoalan, pakaian seksi menjadi hal yang lumrah, tanparasa malu, sex sebelum nikah menjadi suatu kebiasaan dan trend, hiburanyang asyik dan panjang sehingga melupakan yang wajib adalah biasa,materialistik kini menjadi suatu gaya hidup dan lain lain." "Semuanyasudah terbalik. Dan tanpa disedari, anda sedikit demi sedikitmenerimanya tanpa rasa ia satu kesalahan dan kemaksiatan. Paham?" tanya Guru kepada murid-muridnya. "Paham cikgu..."

"Baik permainan kedua..." begitu Guru melanjutkan."Cikgu ada Qur'an, cikgu akan letakkannya di tengah karpet. Sekaranganda berdiri di luar karpet. Permainannya adalah, bagaimana caranya mengambil Qur'an yang ada ditengah tanpa memijak karpet?" Murid-muridnyaberpikir. Ada yang mencuba alternatif dengan tongkat, dan lain-lain.

Akhirnya Guru memberikan jalan keluar, digulungnya karpet, dan ia ambil Qur'an. Ia memenuhi syarat, tidak memijak karpet . "Murid-murid,begitulah ummat Islam dan musuh-musuhnya. .. Musuh-musuh Islam tidakakan memijak-mijak anda dengan terang-terang. ..Kerana tentu anda akan menolaknya mentah mentah. Orang biasapun tak akan rela kalau Islam dihina dihadapan mereka. Tapi mereka akan menggulung anda perlahan-lahandari pinggir, sehingga anda tidak sadar.

"Jika seseorang ingin membuat rumah yang kuat, maka dibina tapak yang kuat. Begitulah Islam, jika ingin kuat, maka bangunlah aqidah yang kuat.Sebaliknya, jika ingin membongkar rumah, tentu susah kalau dimulai dgntapaknya dulu, tentu saja hiasan-hiasan dinding akan dikeluarkan dulu, kerusi dipindahkan dulu, Almari dibuang dulu satu persatu, baru rumah dihancurkan. ..."

"Begitulah musuh-musuh Islam menghancurkan kita. Ia tidak akan menghentam terang-terangan, tapi ia akan perlahan-lahan meletihkan anda. Mulai dari perangai anda, cara hidup, pakaian dan lain-lain, sehingga meskipun anda muslim, tapi anda telah meninggalkan ajaran Islam dan mengikuti cara yang mereka... Dan itulah yang mereka inginkan."

"Ini semua adalah fenomena Ghazwul Fikri (Perang Pemikiran). Dan inilah yang dijalankan oleh musuh musuh kita... "

"Kenapa mereka tidak berani terang-terang memijak-mijak cikgu?" tanyamurid- murid. "Sesungguhnya dahulu mereka terang-terang menyerang, misalnya Perang Salib, Perang Tartar, dan lain-lain. Tapi sekarang tidaklagi."

"Begitulah Islam.. Kalau diserang perlahan-lahan, mereka tidak akan sedar, akhirnya hancur. Tapi kalau diserang serentak terang-terangan, mereka akan bangkit serentak, baru mereka akan sadar".

"Kalau begitu, kita selesaikan pelajaran kita kali ini, dan mari kita berdoa dahulu sebelum pulang..." Matahari bersinar terik takala anak-anak itu keluar meninggalkan tempat belajar mereka dengan pikiran masing-masing di kepalanya...

Terjadinya Hari Ainaa..

2009-01-20T23:32:00.005+08:00

And ive forgotten to post about it.. chepattt sebelom jam brtukar ke jarum dua belas..

Diucapkan lah ucapan setinggi2 terjadi hari buat sekuntom perempuan yakni adik perempuan;
C Wennn, a.k.a Wengg..

Dk. Nor 'Ainaa Bte Pg. Mohd Tejudin..yg ke 21 tahun..
Today, the 20th January..
ketik namanya utk masuk ke blognya ( still under construction)

Semoga akal mu makin bercabang, semoga kau lebih memahami setiap pelosuk jln raya di negara ini, agar adik beradik mu mnjadi lebih maju dari segi pelajaran dan kesihatan, juga pelajaran am..

Hahaha.. i lov it.. bh ayo ke excapade beramai2 meriahkan gong xi fa cai..

Weng, nya c deng, ia nda kecalian 'sekuntom' ah.. ya kan tahan ketawanya selama 3 minggu, pasal ia mnyamal..

My part-time job

2009-01-20T20:10:00.007+08:00

Hey orang-orang sekerlian~

siapa tahu aku bahapa masani? aku bgi sejuta kalau kamu tau..

nda caya kah aku ada sejutaaa????? banar? nda mnyasal ni??? aku ada sejuta wah eh! banar wah eh!! karang ku buktikan ah..

ani aku upoad gambar part-time job ku dulu.. okeh..

....... ........ ......... uploading .........

*apa baik ku buat ah?? im bored..* owh bagus aku mnum coke dan burger itulah..

hahaha! ada cap gigi arah double cheeseburger ku=)

*hmmmm wat shud i do next??*

eh coke ku alum abis lagi..mnum coke lah bisai..

wah lawa warnanya..i like...

* eh udah th eh.. tau tia durg krg aku bgambar *

bah sapa tau part time job ku apa?? hahaha.. ada hint tu arh gambar2 yg ku uplod d atas ahh.. mau hint lagi? part-tim ku dari kul 7-9.30pm..

ni nah bukti aku ada sejuta..

Inda caya maseh? bukti ada udah pun kamu nda pcaya aku ada sejuta kah? hahaha majal...
Sejuta gigi lah! hahahah~~ puas th atiku x tu? taaa semua...

p/s: i love u

salah..i meant to say,

p/s: thanx for the burger syg, and the coke and the chips as well..=)

Renungkan sejenak..

2009-01-19T23:50:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.. I read this dari blog sahabat sejati ku.. and decided to copy and paste it.. (inda jua salah x aa=p)

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:

"Seseorang itu dipandang dengan siapa yang duduk bersama dengannya, dan seseorang itu diukur dengan siapa ia berjalan, oleh itu hendaklah ia memerhatikan siapa yang hendak dijadikan kawan"

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda lagi:

"Duduk dengan orang saleh lebih baik dari duduk sendirian, dan duduk sendirian lebih baik dari duduk bersama-sama kawan yang jahat."

Sebagai peringatan lagi, Ketika menilai sahabat sejati pada waktu susah, katanya: “Kawan yang tidak dapat dimanfaatkan ketika susah lebih mendekati musuh daripada sebagai kawan."

“Tidak ada yang abadi dan tidak ada kawan yang sejati kecuali yang menolong ketika susah.”

Imam Al-Syafie turut meminta kita berhati-hati memilih sahabat kerana sahabat yang baik akan membawa ke arah kebaikan dan begitu sebaliknya.

Katanya: “Jika seseorang tidak dapat menjaga nama baiknya kecuali dalam keadaan terpaksa, tinggalkanlah dia dan jangan bersikap belas kasihan kepadanya."

“Tidak semua orang yang engkau cintai, mencintaimu dan sikap ramahmu kadangkala dibalas dengan sikap tidak sopan."

Imam Al-Syafie dalam hal ini berkata: “Ketika aku menjadi pemaaf dan tidak mempunyai rasa dengki, hatiku lega, jiwaku bebas daripada bara permusuhan."

“Ketika musuhku berada di hadapanku, aku sentiasa menghormatinya. Semua itu kulakukan agar aku dapat menjaga diriku daripada kejahatan."

“Aku nampakkan keramahan, kesopanan dan rasa persahabatanku kepada orang yang kubenci, seperti aku nampakkan hal itu kepada orang yang kucintai.”

So, bnr lah semua yg diperkatakan di atas atu aa.. Jgn tah tani sedih kalau hilang kawan2 yang pernah mengecewakan.. Be strong! Daripada dikecewakan lagi, lebih baik u guys bali duble cheeseburger utk aku kan. at least ada hasil.. People nda trust, buat apa tani kan pajal lagi kan..

Its actually hard bah to gain trust dari people. No matter what you do, to keep people's trust and faith in you.. we cant just simply control their choice, their decisions.. buang masa saja.. its their choice udah, its their decision udah, so let them be.. duhh~~

Sometimes ah.. 'kawan' ani plg yg assume bukan2, yg ndada2, creating stories and such. Kawan kah namanya tu? wat wud u feel kana treat cematu? Its not that aku nda appreciate all the things yg he/she atu pernah buat for me.. tapi kalau udah kana assume yg bukan2, then no use lagi kan?

And lagi ah.. Picture this situation: Si X ani sedih lah ni kononnya, becos bestfrens nya yg 2 urg ani nda bawa ia jln, inda cerita sama ia lah itulah ini lh, inda msg ia lh apalah.. pokoknya, anything he/she can think of yg bulih mmbuat ia sedih or as a matter of fact, jealous lh tu aa.. I noe, childish right? Sekali apanah in the end? He/she is with 'the circle of people whom she used to dislike before', yg pernah diucap2nya dulu ani wah.. n circle nya ani pun nda jua brapa ingin kn ia.. ehhh, inda PATHETIC kh tu? He/she did all this out of his/her imaginary thoughts arh his/her bestfrens? Ada pepatah nya ni.. haha.. biarlah..

Well.. bila difikirkan ah, sedih plg being treated like this kan. Tapi bila difikirkan rationally lagi, buat apa ku kan sedih? Losing this type of people, sebenarnya is worth the lost.. lagipun,i wasnt the one yg treated urang lyk this right? Nothing to regret sebenarnya, namanya bukan diri yang salah right? inda ku rugi apa2 bui buii..

Apa saja th ya kn reka2 cerita, kn assume this n that, kn besedih kh ya bhapa kh ya.. manasaja th ia.. Yg penting now, aku dgn idupku, ia dgn idupnya.. You have fun with your NEW-TRUE bestfriends atu.. all the very best=) I dont regret a thing.. inda guna ada kawan bnyak2 kalau kana treat like this. 1 true friend is more than enuff=)

I am indeed grateful to have THEM peepols i LOVE..

Dangerously in Love

2009-01-15T21:11:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum peeps.. i was browsing thru blog2 temen and Alai Mardeeana tagged me.. so here goes..

1. Do you think you're hot ?
nope.. im 'hawt' =p

2. Upload a favourite picture of you.

3. Why do you like that picture?

its my graduation day, i was hungry, aku bali nasi, aku mkn d clt, n syg took a spontaneous shot of me sdg mkn.. i cropped out the nasi though.. =p

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?

emm last tuesday with lollypop, muaz and aimi.. 06-01-2009

5. The last song you listened to?

Beyonce's Dangerously in love, playing arah blog syg..

6. What are you doing right now besides this?

Mengupload gambar ahh, sbuting pun batah bah..

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?

No other preferences, I simply love my name=)

People I tag:

1. Syg, The Most Phatabulous Man on Earth
2. Lollypop
3. Adi, adikku syg, jgn dulu d jawab~
4. Ainaa, two0ne
5. Ryda Bedah, cik bedah kaki tembelang haha

8. Who is number 1?

Yatah udah tu, the most phatabulous man on earth ah, titik

(fung fung ala fala fing fing~)

9. Number 2 is having relationship with?

rahsia peribadi.haha..

10. Say something about number 5?

lating, jaber, tapi lawa..

11. How about number 4?

a2 kah? adikku tu.. bimbotic, slalu kana tipu ulih ku dan yg lain2 haha..

12. Who is number 3?

adiku jua.. crazy tahap mount everest, walaupun bru putus cinta..haha oppps dey!

Tata 2008..

2009-01-01T00:53:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum pepols..

A short one here..

Happy 2009 everybody!!

Time flies fast yeaa..nda trasa..tahun 2008 sudah melabuhkan tirai penutupnya...lots of things happened..

Bittersweet i would say.. Yang baik jdikan tauladan, yg buruk jadikan sempadan..

Alhamdulillah,aku masih bisa bernafas dan menghidu bau 2009 dengan berbekalkan sedikit azam dan doa demi melangkah ke kehidupan yg lebih bermakna lagi.. Grateful to be alive still, and given the chance insyallah to memperbaiki life..

Aku ngaleh sbenarnya ni..yatah aku kan tdur..esok i'll be at Kanora's house, kaka syg, d Kapok, annual family sports day! for sure its gonna be fun fun fun.. wait up for my next update..

Taaa peeps.. till my next post..

LOVE, Paranita Merna...

Senyuman ragaku

2008-12-26T00:53:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum pepols..

Sorry for the lack of updates. Bz nda jua bz aku ani,lesson plan pun alum jua ku tbuat sngat. Bersoka ria gnya kraja ku.. Bersokan ria jua lh..

Well well..

It was a great day. And last nyt pun great jua.

Nanti i post last nyt's and today's pixs=)

I barbecued. I chilled with them loves. I played uno and big2. I laughed. I bounced and slided. I had fun. I watched bedtime stories tadi! I ate double cheeseburger and was all smiles..

The days were lovely.. And what made it even more lovely? You guessed it roit! U sure u guessed it roit??

Heheh.. The main event was actually, being with the most phatabulous man on earth.. Love love love.. I feeeeeel good~

Tata peeps. Till my next post.. Btw,ku pikir cerita Bedtime Stories, starring Adam Sandler was gonna be siuk. I mean,tym liat trailernya..sekalikan,udah ku liat,rupanya.. Lebih dari siuk=) it was siuk cemani.."wah siukkk ehh" haha!

Ok then... Goat two go!

Wonderful 15

2008-12-15T11:18:00.009+08:00

"Innocence by Avril"

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

The song, i would like to dedicate it to Syg, for being the man, making all the wonderful things happened in my life, i love u yesterday, i love you today, i love u tomorrow, i love u forever.. heheh=)

There is no feeling more comforting and consoling than knowing ure right next to me.. Alhamdulillah.. and, all the bits and pieces that make life hard seems to vanish into thin air with you by my side.. knowing you will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful.. =)

Happy wonderful 15 Syg! weehhee.. i love you!

*2431 always*

1) “I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

2) “The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth, beauty, and joy as the moments together increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life.”

Signing off with lotsa hugs and kisses..

Assalamualaikum~

If I Were A Boy

2008-12-15T10:19:00.004+08:00

Kamaliah Ku tagged me.. i do this saja lai aa..malas ku buat the 1st tag..yg typing nama pakai elbow ah.. malas..ok here goes.. i did this b4 tpi i wanna do it again=)

Rules:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player or etc on "Shuffle" mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
= I wannabe with u (mandy moore) {haha! out..}

Describe yourself!
= Betrayed (A7X).. {Hahah! aku? being betrayed? aha..mcm tau2 saja jua aa..}

What do people feel when they're around you?
= Im not over (carolina liar)..

Describe your current relationship.
= Tak lekang oleh waktu (kerispatih) {WAW-ism!}

Where would you like to be now?
= Make love in this club (usher ft young jeezy) {wahahaha! is that so?}

How do you feel about love?
= Slalu mengalah (seventeen) {bowhh syg? me slalu mngalah wah? hahaha.. mengapa aku slalu yg mengalah??~~~ *menyanyi jua ku ni* hahaha!}

What's your life like?
= Lovebug (jonas bros)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
= Cinta sempurna (ada band) {aamin aamin..}

Say something wise.
= A.N.G.E.L (natasha bedingfield) {wise kan? =) haa..}

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
= Afterlife (A7X) {bowhhh doii!}

How would you describe yourself?
= All out of love (westlife feat delta godrem) {haha! percintaan ehh~~}

What do you like in a guy/girl?
= Keep holding on (avril lavigne)

How do you feel today?
= Nothing else matters (metallica)

What is your life's purpose?
= way back into love ( hugh grant n heley bennet)

What is your motto?
= Lagu rindu (kerispatih) {i still love this song=)}

What do your friends think of you?
= Lost (A7X) {ehhh aku lost kah peeps? tell me!!}

What do you think of your parents?
= walau habis terang (peter pan) {eh bnr tu bnr..walau th habis terang dlm dunia ani..babah n babu mseh bisa menerangi hidupku.. waw!}

What do you think about very often?
= Kekasih yang tak dianggap (kertas band) {ehh..salah tu..im grateful to be with syg=) the warrior of my life!}

What is 2 + 2?
= Diantara kalian (dmassive) {itunes nda pandai math wah eh! jgn ucap wah eh!}

What do you think of your best friend?
= Right Here (Brandy).. {waw.. somewhat true! trying my best to be the best and be right there anytym for them sweetpotatoes and popcorns..}

What do you think of the person you like?
= Breathless (shayne ward) {bowhh..ok,the person i like atu c none-other-than lh tu aa kirakan.. u leave me breathless~~ i still cant believe that ure mine~~ haha thweeeet nya..}

What is your life story?
= Almost easy (A7X) {ehh banar kah? haha! lawa ni lyrics nya..}

What do you want to be when you grow up?
= Aku bukan utkmu (sultan) {ehh lawa ni lagunya..i loikee..}

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
= brown eyes (destiny's child) {mngapakan itunes mcm phm saja ani? i noe that he loves me cos he told me so~~}

What will you dance to at your wedding?
= a lil piece of heaven (A7X) {sorry bnyak lagu A7X..jawapannya dari tdi mcm lagu A7X gnya.. sanak urg..haha!}

What will they play at your funeral?
= Dangerously in love (beyonce) {no komen eh..percintaan gnya yaw~~}

What is your hobby/interest?
= dear god (A7X) {i never get bored listening to this masterpiece=) but does that answer the question?}

What is your biggest fear?
= A thousand miles (vanilla sky) {haha..yup yup..i dont wannabe a thousand miles away from them loved ones..my family,syg,my friends.. my life wont be complete without them=) if i could fall into the sky~~}

What is your biggest secret?
= one step at a time (jordin sparks) {nah nda tia secret lgi! sheeshh..tumpis waa itunes ani..tau tia urg aku one step at a time..}

What do you think of your friends?
= Pocketful of sunshine (natasha bedingfield) {wahhhhhhhhh... banar! they are all my pocketful of sunshine=) =)}

What will you post this as?
= If I were a boy (beyonce) {hahaha! cute jua ahh..}

I tag anybody who loves and hates to be tagged.. ah apakan?

Amir Hazmin

2008-12-11T20:31:00.004+08:00

Kehadapan AMIR HAZMIN HJ SALLEH,

Dengan sewenang2 nya di kala inilah ku berkeinginan besar untuk menyatakan kepadamu, iaitulah tiada kata2 yang lain selain yang lain daripada hanya yang biasa sahaja seperti:

Selamat berulangnya tahun mu buat kali ke 24 tahun.. 10-12-1984 tibanya dirimu di dunia ini..

Semogalah iaitu dirimu semakin mendalami kehidupan rohani dan jasmani serta gembira selalu di zaman teknologi serba canggih yang penuh dengan liku-liku pancaroba onak kehidupan yang mendalam..

Bukan nya aku tidak mempu membegimu segala hadiah2 masyhur di dunia ini, malahan keberadaan mu yang jauh itu membuat ku malu. Aku memilih untuk memberikan doa sahaja kepadamu, agar kau sentiasa berjaya dalam perniagaan mu. Berjuanglah hingga ketitisan darah terakhir..

Mungkin bukan rezekimu untuk diberikan hadiah. Mungkin hanyalah doa itu rezekimu..

Happy bday wahai Saudagar Al Amir Waunsalala Hazeming.. Hahah! buduh! lots of hugs and laughter untukmu wahai sahabat=)

Special Dedication

2008-12-06T09:26:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum peepols..

This post is a special dedication to my loved ones, my bestfriends (do i need to mention nama u guys sini? nahh.. tau2 kamu sndiri lh aa..ngehehh..) and.... foes (boh aku ada foes? - its for me to noe and for u to find out..) Selections and compilations of bits and pieces from some lyrics yg aku suka..

Syg, Kamaliah, Azel, Tini, Ryda, Azeli and yg seangkatan dgnnya, jgn buang masa, read this..

*** Unbound- A7X ***

Somewhere life is good, and things go as they should
it's hard to find, but that's alright yeah
Searching for the way, push harder everyday
It's deep inside, that shining light yeah
But I'm scarred, by barriers placed in my path
I'm scathed

This ride that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound

Sometimes when we're young, and always on the run
It gets so dark and I know that place yeah
So don't be too concerned, you've got a lot to learn
Well so do I and we've got plenty of time yeah
Don't fall off the track yet with so many races to go
Hold on

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
But living in fear, endless shame for countless years
I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something... slipping away

Next, untuk yg bnyak 'berjasa' kepada negara.. terima kasih diucapkan, tuhan sja yg dapat balas budi 'baik' kamu sekalian.. yeaa you noe who YOU are..

*** Betrayed - A7X ***

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go throw it all away?
I feel it burn inside, burn in me like the rising sun
Lifted into the sky, took away the only thing I loved
I know after tonight all your power crumbles in my arms
So don't worry, I'll be fine, I'll leave this scar

A smoking gun in hand, now don't you realize what you've done
Put a bullet in his back, your hero since you were so young
How could you kill the man who brought salvation through your pain
He must mean everything to end it all this shameful way

I started here so young and helped you get along
Just did it for the love, and people healed through us
Don't live your life in vain, don't take it out on me
You're cracked, so just remember, I'm not your enemy
I don't deserve to fall this way, by a man who felt betrayed

Ahhhh.. yang next, paling best untuk MEREKA ..

*** Burn It Down -A7X ***

Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care
Converse behind my back, but now I'm here
Need no one to comply with me through everyone that I defeat
Don't need you, fuck camaraderie, this rage will never go away

Hatred fuels my blood, I'll burn ya down (you can't help me)
One king to watch the horsemen fall, I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you)
I can't trust anyone, see it in my eyes
Now I can understand, it's sorrow that feeds your lies

You're on my back when the water gets too deep for you to breath
A crutch for you that won't always be there
Hide in the dark another day, the fear in you is here to stay
So keep the fuck away from me and learn to trust the words I say

Run from me before I tear you down (be afraid)
You chose the wrong side (it feels so right)
I won't help you, let you rot away (despise what you say)
Run towards the light exposing your soul (we won't be there by your side)
Salvation's dying (somebody's crying)
We're all gone in the end, sweet child we'll miss you
No, so far away, far away

I can't trust anyone, witness and see it in my eyes
Now I can understand, put faith in you for the last time
It's sorrow that feeds your lies

Falling away, can't buy back time
Burned it down anyways

I SOOOOO LOVE Avenged Sevenfold!

What made my day?

2008-12-06T00:13:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum semuaa~

So what made my day?? Ngeheheheh=)

I had double cheeseburger!

And aku buat lesson plan tdi! Pcaya kamu?? Aku buat lesson plan wah! Hahaha..my days lately nda th prnah kn productive..

Man im so proud of it. Haha! Over..

Yatah,aku ni tdi smbil buat lesson plan ku (utk next yr) smbil chat sama syg..he was busy though mncari installer utk printer..

Skali,ngam aku bru abis buat lesson plan..ada tia syg text..'bah jln eh..' ku liat jam,was alredy 8.50pm.. Ksian him..lapar..kn bli food rupanya..ngehehe..

Haha,tpi aroun 10 bru th syg ada.. We discussed where to get food apalh ni.he wanted excapade,tpi i ddnt feel like eating sushi..so he ckp,bh ke mc d th..den we headed to mc d..and b4 antar aku balik home,syg went to get food lgi d psr mlm.kmi brhujan hujan..tpi kmi pakai daun pisang(romantik ehh..) ahaha! Dmana ku blurih daun pisang ah??

Okie dokieee peeps..aku kn liat mirrors sama adi jap..alum th abis2 nya..

Nyt nyt dark knights!

Be back tomorrow=)

Eh eh lupa! Penting ni: Thanx alot syg! Mwaaaacckksss! I love u.. Lots! Lots nya mcm parking lot d Jabatan-Jabatan Kerajaan tym ari Jumat! Pbaik th syg liat paking ah.. Bukan mcm parking d Mall.. Syg mrh kah?? Nah tu kan u mrh kn..

Tata semua....

Now and Then..

2008-12-03T07:04:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum peeps..

Kanjul n adi just got back dari OGH..siuk eh,aku jelus,they get to chill with their friends nda ingau lgi kn xm and commitments.lapas olevel..how i wish aku mcm bisdurg..sebilik 10urg! Haha overloaded..since yesterday dah durg checked in..

Shaytt..dgn tdak smena2 terkenang jua ku tym muda2 dulu.(haha..ani muda plg maseh jua..)

I miss those moments..geng2 art checked in d empire..seingatku,13 urg wah sebilik..hahaha! I cudnt rmmber siapa saja yg join for the 1st time atu..siuk sekali..let me recall siapa saja yg joined masatu..
aku, syg, gjul, nina, steve, azel, tini, ryda, szery, kemar, mawi, hjh lina..
haha! Siapa lgi ah,aku nda ingat..

Kmi swimming mlm2,mandi ramai2 dalam bathroom,tdur behasak2,hahaha! Bgusti atas katil jua! Lumpat2!
Ahhh siuklah dulu atu..sorg2 alum ada commitment..those were our honeymoon time,lapas alevel xm..haha!

Then,the next yr nya lgi kmi checked in..with different batch of ppls lgi..not as siuk as the 1st one though (manakan,masa the 1st time,geng2 original yg sejati yatah siuk amat).. hehe.. But i think,ada amir n asri jua joined in. Hehe.. Eh we also liat wyg jua! Cerita apatu ah..emmm..haha! KingKong! (ni bagas ku tnya syg..haha ingat ya mseh..) but i cant rmmbr ani masa the 1st time atau 2nd time kmi checked in..

For sure,those moments are precious unforgettable moments=) i wish i cud turn back time.. Hehe..nda apalah aa.. Masing2 ada moments nya sendiri..

Now,most of us are in the final yr..some of us graduated and working..maseng2 dgn life n career,n commitment maseng2.. Tini,aku,syg,steve,azel,kemar kraja udah..ryda,hjh lina,gjul,amir,asri,szery in the final yr..kemar kawin udh=) aaaaa...aku sangat2 rindu zaman tani yg dulu atuuu! Swimming kan hari2..street soccer d stadium,jln2 sana sini,lepak2 rmh sesama sendiri,masak maggi apa,all the bday suprises,bbqs..ahhhh!!

Daymnnn unforgettable!! Haha,me n syg were still friends dulu tu.we started as classmates then friends,then close friends,then bestfriends,then bestfriends yg need each other always n the magic worked as fated.. No more 'lu-gua' n 'kau-aku'.. Its 'syg-baby' now.. =)

Eh eh! Mngapa tia mnyimpang ceta ku ani? Hehe..i am just painting wat appears to be split-second-images taking their turns to flash on the small screen inside my grey matter.. Memories are just memories.. I remember the phrase;
dont cry because its over, smile because it happened=) =) =)

Let bygones be bygones saja..

Ok den peeps..

signing off wid lotsa love and laughter=)

--- dont change the way u think of me, because we're from the same story..---

*a7x's until the end..*

Ok, lets find out..

2008-12-02T11:04:00.008+08:00

“The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture of your choice only in the first page of results, and post it as your answer”.

After that tag 7 People.

Btw, i got this dari Zayema, katanya im tagging anyone and everyone who reads this..yatah tag diri sendiri saja..huhu..

1. The age of my next birthday

2. A place I'd like to travel to (make it 3 lah aa,just incase=p haha!)

i-Bora Bora

ii- London

iii-Maldives

3. A favourite place (Home sweet home)

4. A favourite thing(s)[i want!!]

Apple Mac Book

5. A Favourite food (banyak2 pun bulih kan? =p)

(no pickles no ketchup please..)

6. A favourite colour

earth colours

7&8. The city I live in/born in

hensem eh 'city' ku ah..

9. A nickname I had

10. College major

artinya education atu consists of everything dlm dunia ani..no education, no life lah tu.. banar jua nya gambar ani ah..

11. Name of my love

Hahaha! i noe if ku typed in Norazman, gerenti out tu d google search, hence i didnt wanna take the risk.. haha! sekali aku typed saja Phatabulous Razy's... HAHAHA! and there i saw gambar kami.ngehehe..

12. A bad habit

cute gambar ani!

haha and yes!

13. A hobby

haha see? aku typed in listening to music.. and this image appeared jua..parapapapa..im lovin it!

14. Wishlists (Max 3 lists) bulih lists ku 8 kah?

and its for me to noe..and for u to find out=)

I'm tagging anyone & everyone who reads this =)

At Last, A Revamp!

2008-11-30T20:27:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua..

Dgn kalimah Bismillah, ingin saya umumkan akan kesudahsiapan kerja2 pengubahsuaian keatas this humble blog of mine..Alhamdulillah=) im finally happy with it..

Naseb ada Syg,haha yg mndgnkan bekelaie(mengucap2 blog ku time aku sedang cbuk editting).. Hahaha! Thanx alot syg ahh..kalau u nda ngucap bah,ndada trasa cabaran atu..makin u ucap tdi ah..makin smangat me kn mengedit ehh..n for ur peeps' info,ia pun cbuk turut sama mengusai blog nya..ngeheheh..inda mau alh yaww~~ isnt dat thweet? Check his' out=) haha..n we realized dat blog kami base nya sama! Grey! inda sngaja tu ah..dgn tdak smena2 nya tu..

Our latest pic, taken last nyt d kufibin.. *smiling to the world*

Heheh..i think thats it for now..i'll try to usai lagi this blog..its not fully equipped yet..ani baru soft opening..nah syg nunggu dah ah..gagas ya kn mkn burger..hahaha.. our life revolves around burgers? init? haha..

Off I go peeps..

Home

2008-11-30T01:35:00.001+08:00

And now im home.. (awu..bagas mengupi tdi sama them tini)

Owhh yeaa..we got to meet bedah at Mc D with her sister! Its the 4th time of the month she had Mc D - every saturday nyt.. Haha! Kdapatan jua tu kmi pun every saturday nyt..except for last week lh tu aa..the 1st saturday nyt of november,i went there wid syg take out burgers- tjumpa bedah dgn szery n gjul rahman. 2nd saturday nyt, i went mc d with syg jua take out burgers,den odw blik mlintas mc D,there we saw her again with kwnnya. Last week(the 3rd saturday nyt) - she texted : bh later merna i go join u guys d kofibin,aku mkn mc D kajap! See??? N tadi!! The last saturday nyt of november- she texted: stay where u r,aku ke mc D kajap makan!! Hahaha..i soooo love that woman..

And so we went to get our food td d Mc D and there she was dgn adinya..had a lil chit chat,while tunggu takeouts..walaupun just mere seconds bejumpa,we can at least meet each other,n release the tension abit.ksian her,she is having her xm ryt now..yatah ke mcD cari mkn.wish them ubdians all the best..

Cmatulah i spent my nyt tadi..thnx for the treats syg..nanti my turn lgi aa..=)

Aku nda dapat tdur..i m still high..i dnt noe,maybe its the effect from the ice caramel latte i had tdi..ehh manithhhh yaw.nda ku te abith..

Sasak ku nda dapat post gambar tdi aa..it took effin years,sampai tereset bh connection itu ini.malas th ku tu..i try uploading esok.. ( try kan i said? So,no promises..ngehheheh..)

Btw,aku mau tinggal d singapo pasal duble cheeseburger nya $2..d brunai wah!! Cheeseburger biasa pun $2.50! Apatah lgi duble cheeseburger! $4.50 yaw.. Yatah nya syg..'mun gnya pasal burger danggg' haha..

You noe wats the sweetest thing on earth??

Jadi girlfriend Muhd Norazman.. Aint no other man has the very characters that this man has.. Alhamdulillah..

"Meeting you was fate, being friends with you was a choice.. But, falling in love with you was beyond my control.." - quoted from Syg's friendster shout out=) jgn mrah me curi..huhu=p

Bah tata peeps.. Off i go.. Be back soon.. Selamat jln romeo hanya utk mu syg,d alam fana cintamu oh isabellaku~~ tiara..fionaaa~~

Aku dan mereka..

2008-11-29T22:32:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. nyt2 everibadih..

Location: Coffee Bean Gadong
With: Syg,Tini,Azel,Alai n Ajim.ntah manakah Azeli n Syien.hehe..n Bob n Bedah..kmana2 saja kah basia mlm ani..

Well,im just dropping by this humble blog of mine..tryna post sumthing..emm..yg lain tym ni becerita2 mostlynya syg lah yg becerita..haha! beceriata pasal The Ruins ah..wahhh panjang ceritanya nyamu ehhh..haha well well..siapa nda kenal haha!!

Pendengarnya durang lah ni..pendengar setia..aku mmpost skajap,tpi mndgr ku plg ni Syg ah.. "the more drug atu masuk the more...it sumting2 revenge utk bapanya wah..ia revenge bapanya pasal bapanya suicide bh..everone talking about bapanya..yatah urg yg menceritakan pasal bapanya ia ceta balik..ani lgi tia yg live kn cmatulah..skali last2 ia kana jua..bini2 atu eagle eye plakunnya..sumting sumting sumting ia cuba cari abgnya.."

Haha!! "ada urg kg ani mrah2 bh..awl2 nda ku phm knapa ia mrah..ada dis place mcm quarantine bh..jap ahh ani urg marah.ani urg kg sini..awl2 ia suruh lari saja..” some of Syg’s script..haha..

Ok atu sebahagian daripada kata2 syg becerita arh durg smbil liatkan vdeo the ruins dri lappy nya..hoho..

Nah ani lagi..ctini punya chance bercakap mngenai dgn course art ani..eseh mcm2 yaw ckpnya..sampuk mnyampuk lahni durg tym ani..aku nda ku pndai ni cmani2 ani..aku pndai mndgr saja..bckp ani bukan kebolehan ku..bnr eh..bukannya ku kn ambung ahh..

Hahaha..awu apakan sebenarnya tujuan ku mmpost ani? Hahah..hey im just getting the feel of the night bah..n to prove that walau pun aku cbuk dgn diriku tym ni,but im aware of the current surroundings,of the topics theyre discussing ryt now..dis n dat..dat n dis.. kan kan! (backing up myself is important=) ) haha..yeaa yeaa whatever Para..

Owhh yeaaa..btw,next year l’ll be teaching Year 3..fine with me.but I was and still am lost n blurrr of what is ahead of me.. Im gonnabe their class teacher, teaching them Math, Pelajaran Am,Bahasa Melayu, Lukisan, PJ n Sivik..”Ohokey” was my reaction masa kana bagi the timetable..Kan ckp aku inda ready,ntah nda jua..kan ckp aku ready pun nda jua..I am just lost saja..Bangang ku maseh lah sebenarnya..

Alhamdulillah the kids pun ok..no big problems dgn them..Im fine with them..hehe.. Hoping all the very best for next year..nanti I post the before and after pictures of my class..Ahh! btw,klass ku tingkat 3!! Aku takut!! Aku nda suruh the kids betinggir arh pagar..a big no no!!

Atu saja dulu.. I leave u with some of the pics we took tdi earlier while tunggu azel n alai dtg..haha sengaja lah sebenarnya nda bawa durg bgambar! Hahaha! Along post indeed..(bila jua post ku nda pjg)

BAHHHHH tiaa!! Problem loading image..tata..argghh..turned off ku dah..lets go get some double cheeseburger syg..(buang stress ni)

Last night

2008-11-23T10:10:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. Selamat pagi semua...

I just woke up from a daymare. (since ani pagi udh kul 9 lalu, ndakan nightmare kan?! Duhhh~~)

Aku mimpi a big green monster ran all the way from the back of my house sampai ujung simpang d rumahku,wanting to catch me. It all started tym ku mencangkul2 d blakang rumah..kan menanam kacang tanah and carrot..klang kelung ketak kedung ketang keting (wah mcm syg!) bunyi kesibukan ku mencangkul..tiba2 ada green monster bebulu2 dtg menghampiri ku. Aku kaget! Kata monster atu..'Para...Wahahah(bukan ktawa ni eh,bunyi hantu marah ni..) aku mau kacang tanahmu!' he got closer to me. Guruh berdentuman..aku takut,jadi aku blari lah utk menyelamatkan diriku..smpai ke hujung simpang..

Wat a daymare dat was! Naseb jua ia hanya mimpi bah kan.. N naseb jua semua yg ku cerita atu hanya rekaan semata2.. Haha! (apakan..lame jua bini2 ani..)

ok enuff of kerrrr-ap!

Last night i had a gud time chillin d coffee bean gdg with syg n azel..tried to contact the others,tpi masing2 udah ada plan durg,since it was a last minute plan..heheh,but thanx to bedah,she tried dtg jua aher atu.n so we had a good chit chatting trying to catch up with each others' life.

Haha,bedah was fuckin shocked bila mndgr tragedy yg malang,bala bencana yg menimpa ke atas Frenetic Scarlet (dulu kn namanya Frenster ni.kamu mau tau siapa mbgi nama Frenster atu?? Bida x ah! Yatah,laki2 sial yg pathetic lunatic narcissistic nda branti buat kacau d blog Frenetic Scarlet pasal ia nada kwn lagi..he is a freakin loser! Banar..) and he is starting it again..crazy MF. Kalau quit buat cara quit lh ah.ani mseh lgi membuat kecoh d shoutbox blog EX-team nya! Gila! nazi ni ya ah!

Eh! No,did i just spoil the mood? Heheh.sorry peeps..

Anyway..siuk lh smlm..lama dh nda chill dgn durg.yet,i didnt get to see evryone..tini,azeli,ayien,alai,c bob..nanti lh we lepak lgi..i miss them. Kamaliah n muaz pun.. Sorry,i cudnt make it las nyt..

well..thats about it i think,for now..

Till my next post=)

Have a good day everibadih..

Sooo long...

2008-11-20T23:55:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. Nyt nyt everibadih..

I just got back from my cuzn's to lepak n tumpang wireless. I was just trying to kill the tonyt-ohh-im-soo-gonna-miss-syg-kalau-ku-nda-buat-apa2-and-daripada-aku-stayed-home-jobless time. And dgnkn them,since amit ke tahlil..i thought mumy sja yg tnggal,rupanya kjh tuty n karina pun ada. So,aku bloghopping and suprise suprise..i got inspired with most of them blogs ive stumbled upon.huhhhh..jealous lh ku mliat..lawa2.and mine?? Crap-old-lame-deadly-boring-one blog! Ahh...

All the stumbled-upons inspired me much to start clicking on my own blog to gather the innerself and have the courage to at last gave a second chance to this gerenti-urg-yg-punya-blog-ani-pemalas blog. And if get wat i mean. Over..haha.apa saja lh..

Sebenarnya kan,ive decided to move to wordpress due to some reasons. Sudah plg ku pindah d wordpress,haha..quite some time sudah.the thing,dsana pun aku alum jua post. Thats why,i didt even bother to write a post to tell fellow readers (kalau ada readers jua lh..haha..) about it. I think this will be my last post d blogspot and the following one will be the official announcement about it. Nanti aa..soon.. Im in the process of rejuvenating (ngeheheh..) the wordpress dulu,udh quite bsai d pandang,bru tah ku inform..

Sorry for the lack of updates (kamu pun tau kn,it all depends on the wind directions) haha..even,my graduation pun i ddnt even bother to blog about unlike the other peeps yg mempunyai semangat blogging yg kuat.. (bukan nya nda happy, tpi MALAS)

*hats off* to the peeps yg menjiwai dan meragai napsu memblog yg tinggi.. (heheh!) keberadaan ku di sini,nda dapat mengalahkan kehandalan u peeps yg born with the passion to blog about anything..

Pasal life kh ya,mimpi kh,realiti kh,segala suka duka,lampu,sate,buaya,eskrem panjang,kismis,bidadari kh,lawadari kh,nasi kebuli,tiket penerbangan,jam dinding,sepanyol,selimut,sepanduk,selingkuh,sekeru deraiba,segala fakta makta yg possible u guys could think of to blog about. Contoh terdekat: Phatabulous Razy's - zincony24.blogspot.com (syg,bh iklan kan ah blog me ah,me sudah publisitikan blog syg ni..) dan sebagainya..nda ku ingat bh title blog2 lain yg slalu ku baca..hehe. Nanti lh u see it in my blogroll list..yup,d wordpress..

Insyallah dlm masa terdekat, (sooner or later=p) i'll be launching it officially.. Haha! As if its a big thing!!

Btw,its the 3rd day syg d singapore,and i cant wait,tomorrow mlm! Come back home soon baby.

I miss those comforting warm hands.
I miss those jokes yg paling lame dlm dunia..
I miss those fingers that never fail to annoy the nose.
I miss ur smile.
I miss ur singing.
I miss ur laughter.
I miss ur naughtiness.
I miss ur touch.

I miss the very person yg make my days bright walaupun hujan turun dgn lebatnya (kan kalau ujan,ari gelap jua tu..)

I miss semua bah syg.
I miss you...

ahh...

I noe,4 hari saja..inda jua lama kn? But it seems forever:-(

Ani baru 4hari.. Kalau sminggu cmana?? Ani bru d singapore.. Kalau d belanda cmana? Kalau d pakistan cmana??

Kalau balik,kayuh laju2 syg aa..tnggalkan sayur yg rakat arh gigi syg atu d singapore..

double whooper with cheese i cant wait=p

bah peeps,off i go..tata....

Warna brown

2008-09-17T00:03:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. kum apa?

Haha! Lame rupanya aku ah..kum apa? Apatah tu?

ok,aku suka warna brown..kdg2 purple.den,grey..white suka jua,pink pun,orange jua..ijau jua kdg2..apa sja wrna nya yg lawa dmata ku,yatah yg ku suka tu.wrna2 yg ku suka varies from this to that..depends utk apa,ksesuaian,ikut mood,ikut the matching etc.. Jadi mngapa aku brckp psal warna?

sbenarnya aku kalat mata ni.. Tpi snggah ku jap ke blog ku ani..tdi pgi kn,got nothing to do so,aku lepak d computer lab d skulah atu..fb ing,cek email,n attempted to usai blog ku ani..wat i did was linking all the blogs yg aku slalu baca.. Blogs kwn2.. Den ku save.. Ok lh tu ah..berjaya lh ku...but den another time ku buka blog ku,nada tia ada..pdhal ku save dh.. Mungkin aku ani bangang sdikit x mngenai dgn blogspot ani kn..mcm sakit atiku sudah.sanak ku..mcm rasa kn mbuat blog bru ku..haha! Over! Trlalu awal bh aku give up ahh..hahahahaha! Arghhh sasak ku eh! I want a new laptop!! Syg~balikan?? Haha..

Yatah,now kmu phm dh kn napa ku ckp pasal brown in the 1st place? Pasallll..blog ku wrnanya brown=) u get the picture?? Haha.. *grung grung grakk grung grungg*

anu bah,aku mau usai blog ku lawa2..jeles ku liat blogs kwn2 yg indah permai aman damai ahh..blog ku ani,dead bh..mbgi kn muntah..ramai2 lh tani bdoa agar blog ku ani,pada suatu hari nnti akan mnjadi blog yg unggul buat julung2 kalinya..

apa kataku?? Kalau terbuka hati saja kan? Bru ku cerita..*regarding my post b4 this* ntah..malas ku..ngaleh..sakit sja jiwa..

sekian sulu buat masa ani..

*Syg singing: bila~~ rasaku ini rasamu~~ sanggupkah engkau~~*

Syg,i miss u.
Ur smile.
Ur eyes.
Ur lips.
Ur nose=p,
Ur jokes.
Ur laughter.
Ur touch.
Ur warmth.
Ur Chanel Allure Sport. Haha=)

I miss everything about u..
Thnx for being there for me thru thick n thin.

I love you.

off i go....tata peeps!

Holiday!

2008-09-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum kum apa?

esok kmi last day skulah..yay! Tdikan..ngaleh sja ku dtg skulah bh..tpi nda jua dpat blik kn..hav to stay at school,or else nada gaji. Hehe! So dari 745 tdi,till 1140,r stayed in the school's library alone..reading this novel titled 'lace 2' n smbil bloghopping n msn pkai wireless on my fon.haha! Save crdt..

So,students d brunei will be having the ramadhan break soon..n ofcos cuti hari raya tarus..until 5th october,maybe..n dat means,teachers pun holiday jua=) u see the advantage of being a teacher now? Rtinya bulih aher bngun..n nda pyh buat lesson plan.. Haha! Yay!

Aku ni sebenarnya ada ssuatu bh kn ku share n kn ku luahkan..awal2 ku pikir2..eh biartia berlalu sja smua atu.but now,i just cant stand keeping it inside my heart..mungkin to forgive is easy...but to forget?? Susah sangat..especially when it has got something to do with someone you trust.someone you syg like ur own brother,the one u always depend on,the one u seek for advice,the one u lay ur shoulder on,the one u can trust to protect u n be there 4u anytime for anything..now that evrything has vanished into thin air..im sorry..but ive lost my respect n my trust ever since that very moment.. I tried so hard to just let things fade away through times but,i realized i simply cant. The impact it has given to this lil heart created a deep wound, that would never seem to heal.. Scarred. My dear once-upon-a-time bestfriend-brother, bye bye.. Sorry 4 every single thing..

Emo much??

bh kn tdur ku dulu..see if hatiku terbuka utk becerita esok..hehe.mana tau stay lgi dlm library..

Nyt nyt evryone..

Happy Ramadhan=)

2008-09-06T20:41:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Heheh..its already the 6th of ramadhan..alum terlambat utk ku mengucapkan selamat berpuasa kan? =) to umat muslimin dan muslimat khususnya,keluarga serta sedara mara sekalian,am nya umat2 islam d seluruh dunia..sama2 lah kita menambahkan amal jariah kita sempena bulan ramadhan yg mubarak ani..wah amazing ah ucapan ku ah? Mcm banar..Hehehe..
Well,sejujurnya,esok barutah aku mulai sama2 berpuasa dan ahirnya merasa nikmat berpuasa! Yay..which means,karang will be my 1st sahur! Even though memang tugas ku setiap jam 3pagi membangunkan ahli2 kluarga utk mkn sahur..(tapi,aku sambung tdur plg balik tu=p)
i cant wait! Baru th smangat ni bali penyungkaian sama syg..hehe..hari2 ani,dgnkan syg bli pnyungkaian plg..tpi,boring kn,pasal i didnt get to feel the vibes of urg brpuasa mmbali brg pnyungkaian.haha..yeaa yeaa watever para..heheh..
Kmarin! I joined syg's family sungkai at rmh syg ofcos..siuk! Ramai! Makanan ani wah..betimbun..hehe.family Kasidah,KaNora,Kanemah n Kakasmi..family Abg Kamal sja nada..n Mama jua..mestilah ada. Heheh..siuk eh=)
Tadi! Emm,syg picked me up balik dpggmb aroun 11.40..den we went to..mana tu ah? Haha..Mc D bli double cheeseburger..sorry syg.tpi aku mkn,dlm kreta arh backseat,syg mana nampak..plus kn syg tdur tdi while tunggu aku mkn..sorry syg ah..hehe.den we didnt noe wat to do next,so i suggested liat muvee..emm,d qlap..tpi lame ceritanya.pikirtah cali ni.mcm,apakan cetanya ani..n there were times i felt like kn tukar sja liat Babylon AD..peeps,jgn th liat Love Guru..bullshit ceritanya ahh.nada mesej.kebodohan..sakit ati ani mliat.haha..over..once again,sorry to syg,pasal he suggested liat Babylon..n even tym rock-paper-scissors-ing syg yg manang,yet aku majal kn liat Love Guru. Kan sapa majal,gerenti rugi kn? Pngajaran dari masalah ani is,mesti ikut rules main rock-paper-scissors..sapa manang,muvee suggestion nya lh mesti dliat..=) =)
Den,lapas liat wyg,we went ke Vincci..my god kasut2 dsana mcm erghh..bida jua,nada lawa kah? Boring ku mliat.langsung nada yg ku tpikat.haha..udh tu ke Hokko.liat2 manik..den,ke mall liat expo.sja2..becus mun kn ke pasar gdg trus utk bli fud,awal mseh..n aroun 4.30pm,our last destination bru th bli fud d pasar gdg utk syg sungkai..den syg antar aku home..so,dats about it..
Ngaleh dh ku eh becreta ahh..boring lgi kan creta ku ani..bek th ku adang lh.nothing's interesting for me to tell.sja mengupdate this haunted blog of mine..hehe..
Utk infomasi bersama..PARANITA'S PARAPHERNALIA IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION..pyh guys..lappy ku rusak.blogging pkai tlipun ani pyh bh kn uplod pics apa..kn pkai lappy syg, malu jua ku kamu eh..hahaha! Ok den..c u all..

Slamat berpuasa kpd semua umat islam yg berada d NBD mahupun d Jamaica,d Kuwait,d Qatar,d Semenanjung Kota Parsi, Malacca Strait, d Alabama,d Beirut,d Kota London,d Beijing,d Salamander & sebagainya.. Semoga ibadah puasa kita d terima oleh Allah S.W.T.. Selamat kembali ke tanah air. Semoga mendapat puasa yg mabrur..

bh bh awu..im stopping ni..dnt worry..
Adios condesera yobido te amo..
Tata peeps=)

An angel to some,a devil to lots.. U decide!

2008-08-19T10:09:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum pembuka kata,
selamat dtg ke blog saya,
blog ini saya punya,
suka hati saya nak cakap apa=)

let me just clear things out and 1st explain the meaning of the phrase that i have mentioned in the profile corner in this humble blog of mine=)

"an angel to some,a devil to lots. Love me or hate me, u decide"
yeapp there goes the issue..kepada yg pengetahuan englishnya mengatasi tahap biasa,atau tahap bodoh..memang dapat memahami maksud dan mesej yg cuba ku smpaikan atu..

Ok,kepada yg kurang pandai dan mempunyai tahap kebodohan english yg menyedihkan..bah sila fahamkan.aku cuba explen arah mu cakap melayu,mana tau ada yg maseh berada dlm kebodohan jua andaikata ku terangkan dlm bahasa english..ada baiknya ku terangkan satu persatu,yupp andai kata ada yg masih ddalam tahap kebodohan..*haha,memajal para*

1) "an angel to some" ani artinya..ada segelintir manusia yg menganggap ku bersifat baik,aha,segelintir sahaja..artinya,sedikit! Awu,sekali lgi ku katakan,memang sedikit sahaja yg mnyayangiku..get a life sweetheart=)..
2) "a devil to lots" bererti; dan kebanyakkan daripada mereka memang membenciku..yup banyak membenciku..memang udah ku bgtau andang bnyak yg membenciku.jadi,ku rasa kau memang salah satu daripada jutaan pembenci setiaku..=) =) get a life honey=)
3) "love me or hate me" maksudnya; bah manasaja tah pembaca2 sekalian,sahabat2 dan org2 yg berkenaan mahupun org2 yg tidak berkenaan sekalian..eh btw,ckp mlayu artinya,sukai diriku atau benci sja diriku..heheh..nda jua ku pajal kamu suka arah ku x ah?? Andang udh terang lagi bersuluh,ku bgi pilihan utk menyukaiku atau membenciku..i dnt give a single fucking shit..heheh..again,get a life babe=)
4) "u decide!" ani pun nda tau rtinya?? Haha.bh kesian jua kn,biartia ku terangkan,andai kata tahap kebodohannya maseh memajal bodohnya itu..huhu! Artinya..terpulanglah kepada kamu utk menyukaiku atau membenciku,menganggapku musuh atau sahabat,menumpang kegembiraan hidupku atau memusnahkan kebahagiaan hidupku,senyum dgn keindahan hidupku atau memilih saja utk memberi komen yg mungkin kamu fikir akan menjatuhkan diriku..terlebih dahulu ku minta maaf andai aku ada salah terhadap mana2 individu..dan ingin ku jelaskan,aku bahagia dgn hidupku=) alhamdulillah..
Dan ingin ku jelaskan lagi,memang smua ani kamu punya pilihan..hak individu..yang pastinya,memang god lebih mngetahui smua ani.and skiranya kan bercakap mengenai ketuhanan,ingin djelaskan lagi,KAU BUKAN GOD kan mengandaikan aku ani hormat atau nda,respect urang atau nda..mungkin ayat2 arah profile BLOG KU ani adalah cara ku kan kenalkan diriku arah urg yg nda kenal kan diriku..n atu terpulang kpda kmu untuk menyimpulkan identitiku,personalitiku..dan yg nyata,mun kn mbwa isu ketuhanan,memang TUHAN SAJA YANG TAU HAKIKAT YG SEBENAR2 NYA..KAMU DTUGASKAN UTK MEMILIH DAN MNGANDAIKAN SAHAJA. Ada kh ku ckp ARAH PROFILE KU; kamu semua yg tahu hakikat sebenar?? Ada?? Aku ckp "u decide" kan? Rtinya,kamu pilih lh.tapi TUHAN saja yg tahu siapa diriku yg sebenar..dan artinya jua,kamu punya pasal kan anggap aku ani baik atau jahat,pasal in the end it doesnt even matter.pasal apanah? AWU,YES! HANYA TUHAN YG TAHU HAKIKAT SIAPA DIRIKU YG SEBENAR..TUHAN SAJA YG TAHU BAH..paham?? Hahahaha..mun nda phm jua,bek bawa berehat,cari kebahagiaan hidup sendiri n kalau dangki n nda puas ati dgn pencapaian dan kebahagiaan hidup seseorang atu,berusaha tah jadi mcm urg yg kamu bencikan atu..sekiranya kamu benci arah seseorang atu,bgtau arahnya tarang2 dan atas dasar apa kmu mmbencinya..but once again ku jelaskan,i dnt give a shit kamu benci atau suka aku..inda ku kisah..yg penting TUHAN tau apa yg aku buat..AND NOT YOU..

well well,trima kasih banyak2 for the comments. Aku memang nda sempurna..aku hanya ingin hidup dan hayati kebahagiaan hidupku ani..aku hanya ingin mengambil kesempatan hidup ani dgn menjadi yg terbaik semampunya..andai yg ku buat ani nda cukup baik,aku cuba sedya upayaku..hakikatnya,aku bukan manusia sempurna yg memperlihatkan kesempurnaan.memang memang memang ktani penuh dgn hasad dengki dan kejahatan..yg baik dtg dari Allah,yg buruk dtg dari diriku..
Kepada ALLAH KU MOHON PERTOLONGAN,KPD NYA JUA KU BERSERAH DAN DARIPADANYA JUA KU BERLINDUNG DARI SEGALA KEJAHATAN..KPD ALLAH KU MOHON KEAMPUNAN..

hehe..ingin ku ambil kesempatan meminta maaf andai aku ada buat silap arah siapa2..andai aku nda memuaskan hati sesetengah pihak..yang pasti,aku berterima kasih arah kpd sahabat2 yg menyokong ku dari belakang..Aku bersyukur kepada tuhan dkurniakan sahabat2 yg mcm kamu..kehidupanku,kebahagiaanku,keluargaku,sahabat2ku,org2 yg mencintaiku dan menyayangiku,adalah kurniaan Allah yg indah..alhamdulillah..dan sesungguhnya segala keburukkanku,cela diri ku,org2 yg membenciku,org2 yg ingin melihat kejatuhanku,dan segala ketidaksempurnaanku kuandaikan ia dugaan dari Allah semata2 utk menguji kesabaranku dan ketabahanku,menguji ketahanan minda dan jiwaku yg insyaallah dpat menolongku utk mnjadi lebih dewasa dan redha dgn segala dugaannya..alhamdullilah..

sekian..

dan utk peringatan,blog ani ku buat utk share dgn org2 yg sudi n ingin tahu dgn kehidupan seharianku..bukan utk menjatuhkan mana2 individu..bukan utk menyakiti sesiapa...niat ku hanyalah utk berkongsi pengalaman seharianku dan meluahkan perasaan serta pendapatku..aku nda perlukan sesiapa utk menyukat2 kata2ku dan memberi andaian yg bukan2 terhadap diriku melalui blog ku..aku hanya manusia biasa yg menikmati dan menjalani kehidupan ini dan dlm proses mencari bekalan dunia dan akhirat...

Sunday ku.. Hmmm...

2008-08-17T23:50:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Just got back home..lmpang2..n waiting for the person i miss the most right now..
Tdi aku kmiri dgn family hartini, c sahabat karib ku,sahabat hebatku..siuk lh..cool.kmi naik bas.bas nya basar,ada ekon kn mati sjuknya,nama bas nya kinglong,udh tu bleh keruki,udh tu liat dvd.udh tu ada makanan yaw..dan air suci.udh tu paspot ku kna bgi numbur..no.40..durg 90% pkai jersey man utd! Cool..hehe.anyway,it was really a great experience..
Den blik ptg aroun 5ish..smpai lmbak aroun 8..den things got fucked up..
Kmi lepak d thyes food court..den balik..
I just need sum1 to talk to right now..i need syg..Hmmm..syg,syg..syg....
Nah! Ada dh syg o9!!
Gtg peeps..mwahhhh..till next post=)

Syg handal yawww!

2008-08-06T10:11:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum saya mulakan,
selamat pagi saya ucapkan,
hari ini hari rabu,
semalam pula hari yang bagus.

Patah tumbuh hilang brganti,
ambuk di tunjang mematah2 bilah,
tidak patah tidak hilang,
jom kita makan sushi.

waw! Hebat ehh pantun ku ah=) lawa..pandai kn aku bpantun..hahahahahaha! Kerrrr rap..
Aku pda tika ini sdg duduk2 dprkarangan kantin sebuah sekolah swasta yg tidak dpat dsebutkan namanya disini...rahsia! *rahsia tia karang,previous post ada jua dh ku gtau,napa kmu kan ah?* having a brief break here,b4 my next class 9-10 soon.ani bru 08:45..my lesson for the 3classes today is mngajar menulis surat kiriman.yatah kn tdi,aku becali yg lame waa.tpi the kids ktawa hahahahaha mbgi watir.i was giving them examples of writing a proper informal letter kan utk invitation lh knonnya.n den,ku bgi contoh..ok lemme buat a rough draft ckit:
- address,date etc..-
Kepada kekasihku haji dollah,yg berada d kg mangga..
Apa khabar mu? Saya menharapkan agar awak sentisa sihat bersama kucing dan buah pisang di rumah awak.
*yada yada yada yada* -adalah lgi ku tulis..
Den the ending part kn,mesti sign kn tu..
I wrote; yg ikhlas, tipah (Si Tipah Bte Sabun)

Lame jua tu kan? Tpi durg ktawa ani wah.pacah ah..hahaha! Nya durg adakah kucing nya sama pisang! Urang keluarga lah cigu..haha! Udh tu hahaha! Ktawa lgi durg..lain jua namanya atu si tipah! Sabun lgi tu eh nama bapanya ah! Hahahaha! *mcm aha yeaa..mun ku bcali cmani arh kwn2ku, gerenti udh huruf L pacak2 d dapan dahi tu* hahaha..sweet aa kanak2 ani..=)

owhh! Tujuan asalku sebenarnya kn becaieta tentang semalam ni..tpi lain th plg caieta ku eh..bohh i only have 5 more minutes..
Semalam,after isya,syg aga aku n we went to ahan thai.it was after several discussions made,pasal nda sure kn mkn dmana.dis fren of ours *tidak dpat dsebutkan namanya haha* lama udh promised kn treat aku n syg..so,last nyt was the time..awal2nya kononnya kn bwa either sushi or dimsum..skali kn boring jua tu if urg yg kn blnja ani sendiri nda pndai sushi.so nda jdi lh sushi..skali dimsum..tpi durg mau buffet..gnya d dynasty dinner nada buffet.so nda jdi again..den last2 ahan thai lh.well,aku n syg not really a big fan of ahan thai plg..but yeaa,urg blnja atu jua kn..so we just go sja..
Eh kul 9 dh..aku masuk class dulu..later ku smbung=p

09:35
heh..ok sambung..ani my kids buat surat kiriman..so,aku smbung lh cerita ku..
Ok,lpas kmi dari ahan thai last nyt,babah suruh ke rumah ayah..(ayah is our angah laki..andang kmi pnggil him ayah dari damit lgi..) anaknya,which is my 1st cuzn is getting married dis friday..so sperti biasa,mlm2 memang mnjdi lumrah urg2 brunei meramai2 kn suasana hari raya atu..supaya dapat feel bh kn..haha..
Lapas urg main band smlm,kmi main lotto..or bingo. Haha! Ani,siapa bingo dh,ada hadiah kana bgi.smlm hadiah2 nya seperti mnuman caprisonne yg kutak,ada a pack of 6tissue rolls,extension plug(aku mau! Tpi urg lain dpat) dan sebuting blender! Smlm ckit sja adiah,becus skajap sja kmi main,since aher udh..it was aroun 22:30 kmi start..
Hahahaha! Apanah yg siuknya???! Syg yg merangkul hadiah2 atu! Hahaahaha! Lucky for him. He won the tissue pack,a packet of caprisonne and the blender!! Damn,aku happy!! Handal eh syg aa!! Hehehe..so,there goes the title of my post=) krg mlm lgi insyallah i go there..and if syg mau join as well=) aku mau manang lgi! Haha,last nyt,i only managed to win a packet of caprisonne atu..tpi siukk ehh! Hihi=) huhu...
Hehehehebat!

so ithink,thats it for now..my kids buat kraja mseh..ok,back to work!

Syg soo lucky, lucky, lucky...mwahhh!

Saya adalah seorang guru Bahasa Melayu

2008-08-05T08:41:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum ebaribadih!
07:53
Di pagi yg indah lagi bahagia ini,duduk nya saya di sini,ingin mnyampaikan coretan ikhlas dari hati saya yg suci murni..*haha,mngakun?*
well crappy init? Haha..aku tym ni berada d dlm bilik darjah 4Blue,the kids doing their tulisan rumi.kjap lgi my class abis.30minit sja..
08:06
Now,aku berada d perkarangan kawasan sekolah.gtau tia sekolah apa? Haha..*perahsiaan* ok,aku, sehingga lah kerja2 pemunggahan selesai djlnkan,maksudku,sehingga guru bahasa melayu dari kerajaan dtg, akan berkhidmat sementara,mengajar murid2 darjah 4Blue,4White dan 4Green di Sekolah Tunas Jaya PGGMB Madang. Haha! Lawa kan aku ckp bahasa melayu ah? Belatih namanya ni. Haha! During my 1st class kemarin ah,it was weird. All this while,subjects yg ku ajar,english based smuanya. Yatah tiba2 kana suruh ajar bahasa melayu. Ato ya,mngarah2 and menyuruh2 kanak2 ani pkai ckp melayu,lain rasanya. Atu pun mseh jua ckp english. "bah class,keep away all ur science books. I only want buku bahasa melayu d atas meja kamu. Paham??" "Rayyan,Muiz,Amirul,bah bulih kamu sit down kah? Did i ask u bejalan2 di class ani? If u have finish ucah,apa kata tcer tadi??" hahahaha! Rojak eh! Its like ah,my mouth blurts out words faster than what my brain should be processing first. Maksud ku,by the tym aku udh bckp ah,bru tia nya utakku,eh eh in malay please! If u get wat i mean.mun kmu nda phm bh biartia,diam saja ok? Ha! Its not dat,aku kan mnunjuk2 kan yg aku ani biasa ckp english. No! No no.. Kamu pun dapat liat dari cara penulisan ku,dat i usually bckp campur2. Nda jua brapa english ku,yeaa i noe,nda pyh kmu gtau aku.ok? Haha! *sakit ati alai ani~* wat im trying to say here is,the fact that we teachers,i mean,in the case of aku,i was trained to teach all english based subjects.math,english science masa teaching practice dulu..tambahan lagi,tuition pun sama jua..dats why,eh ani rupanya 1st tym ku ajar bahasa melayu! Baru ku realize! Now,i hope that explains knapa weird rasanya mngajar bahasa melayu tiba2 atu..heheh..my next class is with the 4 Green Fahaman. How fortunate,i dont have to prepare for lesson plans becus the previous teacher have already done the planning earlier. Ia prepare smpai september ani wah! Haha..all i have to do is,ikut plannya sja n continue what have been planned uleh nya. Now dat i have to wake up early hari2 yaww! Except for sunday.. Well friday pun bngun awal becus tuition class ku starts pagi. But at least i have sumtin to do kan? N this of course means,nada lgi saturday-morning-movie-wid-syg=( andang odah menjadi lumrah antara aku n syg utk menonton wyg bersama2 dpagi hari sabtu.cuz dats when we usually get cheaper tickets! Kan syg? =p and saturday is also synonym to our dating day. Haha! Ari sabtu syg off day..n then mlm kmi lepak with the Scarlets..ani brapa mnggu dah nda chill..due to kesibukkan aku n syg,weddings and weddings and more weddings to get busy with..kalau aku yg kawin nda jua papa kan? Haha..kata2 rupanya..eh batah eh kul9 ah..later my classes 9-10 another 1 at 10.20-11.20..and nunggu 12.15 balik..n later lunch drmh wid syg..

Sekian lah dahulu untuk kali ini. Bersama kita lagi dlain kesempatan..
Hingga masa itu tiba..
Wabillahitaufikwalhidayah,wassalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh..

Ramadhan is coming soon! Cant wait! N dat means,bh bali kain utk raya dh? Brapa pasang ko mutung? Udh siap bju raya mu? Tudung lgi alum eh.. =)

Bila Boring

2008-08-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

Aura yg memecah semesta,
Menyampaikan kesunyian dikala sendirian,
Kesepian yg menyelubungi,menemani hari-hari ku,
Disajikan doa-doa bergelar rindu,
Yang menanti kau dtg dan pergi seperti mimpi-mimpiku,
Fantasiku,
Bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran,
Di sisi copeng,
Di setiap corong,
Lorong yg lohong,
benar aku tak bohong,
bila hati menyanyi..
Bila boring~
terkenangmu sayang~

hahaha..familiar? Lagu bila rindu ruffedge yg dulu aa..hahaha.. *apakan? Aku ktawa ah??*
hehhe..awu,im super duper uber bored..and i miss syg lots=(

Hari ini menyaksikan perkahwinan anak-anak buah syg,Awg Muswardi & pasangannya dan Dyg Rostiyani & pasangannya..yup,dua pasangan kawin on the same day..tahniah! Hehe..happy for them both..had a great time tdi.siuk! Sisters syg and the nephews pkai bju n tudung yg sama! Aku pun!! Lawa ehh! Sooooo sweet=) aku happy..haha,skadar kh aku ah? Haha..but bnr,aku happy..fun bh tdi ah.wpun hari panas terik..yet aku happy,dat i was part of the memorable event..an event i shud never forget.. Mabe to some ppl ani skadar..but for me nda..siuk bh! *haha! Awu para..yeaaa para..i noe para..ko happy para..ah jadinya?* =) nda,nda,its just dat,i never feel kemeriahan cmani during any of my cuzns' wedding.. Mnipu lh x ah mun nada langsung..ada,tpi ntah.. Hehe..hope to witness and be a part of another wedding clebration soon.my 1st cuzn is getting married next week..another bz week to go..tpi siuk=) nah,nda th lgi ada mlm2 lepak..mlm2 perlottoan arh Kapiah ni..heh..bye2 lovely nights..rugi nda dtg mlm ambil2 an tonyt.sorry syg..
Well well,emm so wat have i done ari ani? Tdi pgi til ptg arh the wedding..den around 2lalu went home.mandi,rehat2 n tdur ckit2.Den aroun 3,kamaliahku texted mnta antar ke rtb..haha,kononnya aku drive? Dgn my sister,ain of coz..so,5.30 we aga kamaliah and antar her ke rtb.lapas atu,buang boring jln2 d yasan.hah! Spent alot on food! C ain tu klaparan.bli waffle ya,bli fun donuts..den mkn lgi d food court! Gila ehh! Nda tmakan wa fun donuts ah! I think,shes taking this opportinity mbali2 mkanan,mantang2 my treats.. Nda apalah. Haha. In a way,i was paying her to dgn kn aku jln2 mbuang boring..haha,wid food! Emm,lpas tu,aroun 8 aku dgnkn ia cari rmh principal ringrose tuition school d mentiri.eh jauh! Lambat rasanya kn balik ke lambak ah..
And at last aroun 9ish smpai home..mandi apa itu ini,lepak2 kjap d dapur wid babu babah n the sibs..n now,here i am,limpang2 on my bed..Adi tu tdi,menyanyi lagu ruffedge bila rindu ah..haha,n a voice insyd my head ckp,bh post eh..hahaha..jobless much!
Demikianlah kesah utk hari ini..
Lpas ani agenda ku,bloghopping=) siuk!
Kan udh kataku dari tdi ku ckp...siuk!

signing off..
Assalamualaikum..
*a lil update: aku addicted main guitar heroes,aku suka lagu Te quiro by Belinda n Nigga..
Aku rindu Muhd Norazman..
Bh bh,off i go=)

Pictures dan gambar...

2008-07-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

Jika anda rasa gementar dan tiba2 rasa ingin tahu, maka sila layari zincony.multiply.com to feast ur eyes on gambar2 yg bagus..

Mcm kn mempost ku ehh..

2008-07-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Suwa suwe kemoning~ heheh..so now i feel like posting..let me remind u guys,yupp..aku ikut mood ku saja bila kn post something in this humble blog of mine..haha=)
ok,aku bru bngun tdur,n ani still melimpang..posting through my humble e61i.haha..humble jubur! Jap lgi aku kn mndi..bcus its like kn tghari udh.nda kuasa nya urg tua2.n pukul2 later i have class until 5 mabe..
Emmmm..bohhh! Nda ku tau kn ckp apa! Haha..bh eh aku mandi lh..see u next time..hahahaha..talur eh..

Hmmm.. Hmmm..

2008-06-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

Happy belated bday to me! Heheh.. Kalat mata ku dh..its 12.32am dh..esok lgi i have to dtg ke skolah jua..kn antar things..
Well,so b4 i go to sleep,mempost lh ku kajap.. Emm..tdi pgi at home sja,tdur..den ptg kul 2,went to ringrose..ada english pr 6. At 4.30,syg picked me up n we went to mall to look at the pc fair dsana..then,syg dgnkn me bli2 brg.. Haha..=) thanx syg..den we mkn d ideal n later bli stuff utk my prmry3 kids..hehe..
Den went home.at home,continue marking..alum tia abis2 nya..ngaleh ku..its too bnyak..
Ok..aku tdur dlu..kalat brabis dh mata..tata semua..

The 22nd year,another blast!

2008-06-01T11:36:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
There goes the title of this post=) yupp! It really was a blast=) b4 i go on becreta psal the yesterday,the very 31st May of me turning 22 years old,i wud like to convey my infinite gratitude to my family,syg,kamaliah,nabs,azel,tini,waridi,azeli,ayien,bedah,chuan,fatul,gjul n evry single person involved,in planning the suprise! Inde..inde ku tekajut..hahahahaha! Jahat bh durg ah..atu kn aku ngaleh ah,jln kul 7,balik home kul 8.30pm..bila ku buka pintu biliktamu,ya allah!! There they were with the cakes a.k.a 2 giant donuts! With the triak2 and the tiup2 ahah! And the bday masks jua! Dlm ati ku tekajut amat,lamah ku sbenarnya,was about to collapsed as i was trying to identify each n evryone of them..i ignored the singing,i ignored the blast,i acted cool..hahahahahah! Sasak ku bh durg ah..i really did not expect the suprise. Kamaliah lgi planning kn bwa mkn 1st june..itu lah ini lah..n obviously,it was a saturday nyt,the frenetic scarlets get together.. Ku tnya syg..mana durg azel tini ah? Bhpa durg ah? Nda jln ka saturday nyt jua ni.. That,i asked wen syg and i was odw home bgas rehat2 drmh syg,exhausted bru balik dari limbang mkn 40 hari.. N syg dgn innocently nya mnjwb..'daa..mna th kn durg nda msg,tau x aa durg tani ke limbang..cna durg kn bwa lepak..' so..aku,bnr jua ah..lagipun aku ngaleh dh,so mlas lh ku kn pikir..n kn msg2 durg kn bwa chill..balik lh sja krmh.plus syg kn sleepover,so i just thought of rehat2 sja drmh ku..but,once i opened the biliktamu..hahahaha! Suprise!! Emm..thanx aa kmu semua..i love u all..
Grateful rasanya ada family,ada syg..n ada teman2 yang bekarih plan this n that just for another bday suprise utk aku.. For the record,i tot durg sudah kehabisan idea cmana kn suprise aku,since they have been doing it evry year.. Guys,guys..kmu ani tah..majal namanya tu! Hahaha.. Thanks alot.. Hahah, and it was really fun smlm..kmi karaoke,nari2 triak2..siuk=) den udh ngaleh,lepak dlm bilik,main uno! Ahah! Syg bought me this uno set yg transparent kmarin! Lawa..yatah tu sakai..main lah..hehe...smbil main,we nyanyi2,creta2..ucap2 n bebun2..they went home aroun 1ish smlm. Tnggal lh syg sorg.. Hehe,i tot yg lain sleepover jua.. Bh nnti aa,udh durg amir asri blik,we get together n sleepover.. I soo miss the good old sweet empire times.. Zaman muda2..=)
Dats it for now,syg just got back home,n aku mau tdur lgi ckit..
LOVE=)

TP is over=) But i miss my kids=(

2008-05-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
kmaren dh TP abis..mlas ku kn blog bcuz i was too tired kmaren.. Hehe.. My last day was sad=( i had my final class with my 5C science pupils doing practical works.. But i asked them to siap kan awal2 bcuz tcer kn bgi adiah n gambar2 dgn kmu. Some of them even skipped doing the practicals and jawab the questions ikut logik saja..haha cute.. Hmm..then came the bgi adiah session to all the pupils and some of the best pupils jua..mnangis=( syahiirah started crying n she hugged me msa ku bgi adiah tmpatnya..then next was duratul.. Then everybody started crying jua..!! Even the boys yg gauk ada yg nangis..i was holding back my tears i didnt wanna cry infront of them! *ego* ksian durang..hmm nanti i post pictures of my last day of TP.. Damn i miss them! I miss the glitters that they have brought to my life evry single day of my teaching. Walaupun durang gauk,but i love this class berabis..gauknya aku masih dapat control.. I miss adam,zarul,asyraf,nazrul,aiman,even azim,safiz,yg gauk2 i misssss.. And the girls..syahiirah,lenie,lifia dan bnyak lgi.. Aaaaa i miss them lots!!! Ksian jua ku plg..i remembered aku pernah marahi durg..teriaki durg..ada some yg pernah ku cakapi smpai menangis.. Ksian ehh..*guilty* my other class,5d art and 3a maths..i also miss them..tpi aku nda afal nama2 durg becuz i wasnt that close wid them n my class was only once a week dgn durg.. But my 5c..=( i wish in the future my pupils will be mcm durg jua.. Hahaha! Memilih=) anyway,tym brek smua cigu ke dewan mkn for the farewell clebration n GBs Suprised bday..hehe..mkn lh..n evryone got a pendrive! As a souvenir dari the school..then manyap2 brg d staff..bnyak eh! Ngaleh..later kul2 nabs picked me n kam to go to ubd ambil chuan n then we went to icc for the pameran kerjaya..ramai urg eh!! Lpas tu we went to giant fudcourt klaparan..n i met syg there lpas nya blik krja..azel n mawi pun ada.. After dat durg kam nabs blik..n we went to bmobile mall dgnkn azel byr bills nya..balik rumah aroun 8 lpas mndi this n that,tdur..awal ku tdur.. Ok dat was cerita kemarin..
Today.. Tdi pgi had class at ringrose from 9-12..then i went home tdur.. Ya allah tdur gnya eh!! Ada syg msg mnta dgni ke evina kn relaxing rambut..hehe..so,he picked me up aroun 2ish..n ke evina lah..later,azel,arun n mawi pun ada..azel gunting rambut..so we stayed d evina till 5 mabe..c nas pun ada ahir bgasnya kraja..frenetic scarlet nada main bula ari ani..hehe.so lpas dri evina,we mnum2 n lepak2 d thyes fudcourt..penceritaan..mawi with his life..and azel! Ya allah..im sooo sorry to hear that..aku nda tau kn ckp apa..hmm.. Cmna zel??
Anyway,lpas tu kmi ke psar mlm bli fud utk dinner.. Aku dgnkn syg bli ayam after dat,den bru tah went home..n i miss syg alredy..hehe..
Soon sooo soon,i'll be turning 22! Omy god! 22 udah..dewasa tuu..happy birthday to me...=) aku doa dlam ati saja..nda pyh tell evryone what i wish for..hehe*selfish?* haha..ndabah..sudah ku ckp ari atu arh my previous posts..i dont need presents..i just wish for good health and hapiness..=) smoga aku lebih berakal,lebih matang dlm kehidupan ani..smoga family ku masih syg aku..semoga syg masih cnta aku..semoga teman2 ku lebih kasihkan aku..hahahaha! *really grateful*
bah bah bah..okeh..dats it for the day=)
"some people never find it, some only pretend, but i just want to live happpily ever after, every now and then.."

Soon,its over.. =) =(

2008-05-29T01:24:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
I just got back home liat muvee dgn syg n tini. Its like lama dh we nda liat muvee. The last was cerita apa tu aa..emm..aha! Iron man..wid syg n azel.. B4 we liat wyg,we dgnkn cek bedah mkn d coffee zone..hahah! Aku n tini said "stelama jua ko ni eh lepak d coffee zone" hahaha..sasak bedah trus..it was soo last season.. Ok bedah,sorry! Tpi bnr jua tu ah haha! Eh btw,ceta yg kmi liat tdi was "what happen in vegas"..romantic comedy..siuk! Kalau kn ketawa,bh liat th this muvee..sronok..happy ending..heheh=)
And tomorrow is gonnabe the very last day aku TP! Im gonnabe missing the kids...aku syg durg bnr2!! Shit ehh..wlupun aku jenis yg strict arh my kids,tpi..aku sedih kn tnggalkan durg.. I realize aku ego.. I dont wanna admit the fact that aku sbenarnya kn nangis wen itold them tcer last ajar kamu dis thursday.. N aku ckp lagi,bguslah kmu..siuk jua tu. Nda lagi kana marah..kana triak2i.. Dgr mija kana ampas n all.. But they said 'manada tcer..tcer ajar kmi siuk..tcer baik..kmi nda mau cigu lain ajar kami....' my god..i was holding back my tears masa durg ckp cmatu.. Aaa! Kononnya nda sabar kn abiskan TP..no more lesson plannings,no more ABMs, no more shits n such.. Hmm.. Tapi,ksian the kids..cigu durg lagi slalu bz buat itu buat ini..especially my 5c english n science..ingau atiku if durg nda dapat cover the syllabus..n if nada urg ajar durg bila cigu durg MC atau kana pnggil GB.. Its always like that.. I wish wen im gone,things can get better,who noes knapa cigu2 durg cmatu..mabe they are too dependent on the TP tcers x. Ksian the kids nada cigu sumtyms.. Hmm.. Well well.. I hope, evrything will be ok esok.. I'll try freezing my tears esok..haha.. Bye srj49..=) =( bguslah,nada lgi guru2 TP yg kurang ajar tmpat kmu.. I'll for sure be sad leaving behind my helpful CT tcers yg helped me to get good grades..psal widout them i dont think i could. Thanx for all the tips and the helps..aaa cigu mariah yg baik hati=) very helpful,very rajin,very supportive n very baik.. I wish i can be a great tcer like her.. =)
Emm there goes.. Kalau ku kn creta pasal the TP days lagi..haha! Awu nda pndai abis.. Anyway,the teaching practice was a really amazing and wonderful experience that i'll never forget..it taught me to face and handle the reality of teaching in the real school-school world.. Insyallah,all these experiences that ive gained would all be useful and applicable to my future career.. Mcm karangan "perkara yang paling tidak dapat saya lupakan"..
bh bh..aku kn tdur..kul 1 subuh dh ni..kalat dh mata ku..syg pun off9 dh suruh aku tdur..hehe thanx for evrything syg..mwahh mwahh..nervous eh esok ahh..=p
ok nyt2 to me..slptyt swtdrms..

2 hari lagi..

2008-05-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
See how lazy i am to blog? Kata nameng, "selfish" n i actually like her way of describing bila ya nda blog n nda update blogspotnya.. Haha..mabe aku selfish x.. Tpi yg pasti,aku pmalas..n im not a big fan of blogging. Ikut mood sja=)
Tdi ptg,i went jln wid nabs n kamaliah.. Dgnkn nabs cari hersheys chocolate chips nya aa.. Ke waho manggis, hypermart, mall..smua nada..last2 d supasave.. Den syg msg,ka kasmi pnggil anis bday..so lpas jln dgn durg,nabs antar aku krmh syg..n i just got back from syg's..=)
Now,im already lying on my bed.. Thinking of my TP days..n my UBD times.. Aaa..pyh kn describe..ntah..mabe sudh the real final day of my TP this thursday bru th ku dpat rasa yg sbenarnya.. Ryt now pun aku rndu the kids yg ku ajar.... Nda ku tau cna kn creta.. But at the same time, i just cant wait to get away from all the not-soo-sweet things that did happened during my time d srj49.. Hmmm.. Thursday is around the corner..
And i'll be 22nd this saturday..i dont wish for something out of the mind..i hope durang abis sudah idea cna kn suprise kn bday ku.. But,thanx for the bday suprises that u guys prnah buat utk aku..i really appreciate it=) tapi,this yr,really,its not necessary. My wish this year is to be healthier and to be happier,surrounded by the people that i love..i dont want presents.. Aku mau healthy n happy saja.. Not much=)
Doakan aku di hari jadi ku nanti ya teman2..hehe...
*running out of words*

thats it for the day..do come back! Haha..udah ku rajin aa..
p/s: syg,me happy jua..me sedih jua.. Inda me phm dis weird feeling in me ryt now.. Hehe,btw,thanx aa tdi..mwahh mwahhh.. I love u..

How sweet..

2008-05-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..good friday morning to evryone. Good tia krg! Been waiting for the tuition school to be opened since 9 just now..n how sweet,ani kul 9.44 udah! I soooo love waiting..siuk x ah mnunggu ah..paling siuk th mnunggu urg ani..siuknya mcm wahhhhh siukkkk ehhhh!!
Hahaha..can u smell the sarcasm?
ku suruh sja student ku blik..which means.....i have to set another time n arrange a replacement..sweet ryt?? Hmm hmm...
Nasib nasib..

yay!

2008-05-14T20:18:00.000+08:00

So this is my blogspot.. lama dah kan buat..tpi got no time.. been very busy since last week n to make things worse, my lappy sux..nda mau d charging..its not the charger yg rusak,but the charger slot of the lappy isnt functioning..cool coool....

Assalamualaikum btw..hehe:-)

well well.. i hope aku rajin blogging here.. becus im the one yg capat bored dgn benda2 cmani ani....ikut mood..tpi aku nda plg bad mood tym ani..*lame* so hope this tym it works..

so,hang on to it..ill be soon updating things and editting stuff for this blog..ryt now its lame and boring..which is so not me..hahah!

*Para* papapaaa... I'm Lovin It!

My Best Birthday Celebration Ever!

My IC3 class..

How to Decide Who to Marry: By Kids

Wolverine!

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

While waiting..

Arghhh!

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!

Takdir - Opick ft Melly Goeslow

Fifty Cents

Trying to kill the killing boredom II

Trying to kill the killing boredom

The beautiful weekends ive been spending..

We got the 3rd place=)

imy

Backstabbers =p

Meaning of my name..

Karangan - Bapa Saya

Dunia - Yang Terindah

Md Adyfahman Zulkarnaen

I've got sunshine~~

Bowling Time=)

tagged by Zayema..

24th January 2009

Happy 25th Bday to Syg=)

Seorang guru dgn permainannya..

Terjadinya Hari Ainaa..

My part-time job

Renungkan sejenak..

Dangerously in Love

Tata 2008..

Senyuman ragaku

Wonderful 15

If I Were A Boy

Amir Hazmin

Special Dedication

What made my day?

Now and Then..

Ok, lets find out..

At Last, A Revamp!

Home

Aku dan mereka..

Last night

Sooo long...

Warna brown

Holiday!

Happy Ramadhan=)

An angel to some,a devil to lots.. U decide!

Sunday ku.. Hmmm...

Syg handal yawww!

Saya adalah seorang guru Bahasa Melayu

Bila Boring

Pictures dan gambar...

Mcm kn mempost ku ehh..

Hmmm.. Hmmm..

The 22nd year,another blast!

TP is over=) But i miss my kids=(

Soon,its over.. =) =(

2 hari lagi..

How sweet..

yay!

Para papapaaa... I'm Lovin It!